† Pooofles †
I've long awaited the experience of surrealism and sought a way to make the unreal my reality. Growing up, I've known almost nothing else. Without realizing it in my youth, I was molded both physically and mentally in this life. This unnatural, familiar, dangerous world I've yet to fully taste. I'm inexperienced, save for my online encounters that have mostly never extended beyond words. One, very short, face-to-face relationship that fell short before we had a real chance at taking advantage of our inquiries. I love to write and spend as much time as my mind is willing to cooperate doing so. There were many times my creative side blocked itself behind the barriers of my mental walls, disabling me from completing a drawing or successfully writing my short stores. Though, as of late, I find myself more creative than I ever have been the past few years!

There's little I can say about myself. I'm a submissive, involved in the lifestyle for a little over eight years now, with little to no experience, as I've never ventured too deep within the waters. Contrary to belief - as my personality is rather ecstatic and easily impressed - I'm almost never excited. I seek a darker side of romance. One that can entice my every senses, fulfilling the near insatiable need to cater and serve the one intimidatingly enchanting enough to captivate unworthy me. Who can thrill my depleted, broken emotions and set aflame my curiosity at its brightest. A challenge to find that one who can make me submit, as I don't submit easily. I enjoy the simple things life has to offer and don't require (though, am not opposed to) 24/7 domination. I seek a long term bond; a relationship rather than the typical "use and abuse" toy we all know us submissives to be~ A deeper side of the lifestyle.

I'm curious to dip into the minds of others. Find out what makes them tick. What provokes their thoughts and personality quirks that build them to be as they are. I'm curiously fascinated by philosophical conundrums and am considering taking Psychology when I go back to school. What makes people monogamous as opposed to polyamorous? What provokes anger towards minuscule habits such as slurping a bowl of soup? I've learned things by simply observing, speaking with, and studying whoever happens to be accompanying me at the moment. I love the minds of dominants. Perhaps because it's so opposite of me. I myself, couldn't assume control over another soul, so to see someone do so with both ease and satisfaction is enticing. Through the years I've spent in and out of the lifestyle, I've only come to distantly observe my dominant behind a mental glass. My mind is another I hope to fully understand. Like so many others, I've yet to fully understand myself as anything beyond a Sapiosexual picky sub, pitifully loyal, and hopelessly unmoved by routinely preached promises. The mind is such a beautiful, mysterious wonder. Breathtaking.

While I always keep an open mind, at this time, I'm only seeking like-minded, intellectual, or even ditsy people who are interested in carrying a real conversation~ ^ ^; I'd love to learn from others' experiences, take tips and advice. It's such a rarity to be able to speak freely about this and oneself to another, so I'd be honored for the opportunity~ Feel free to leave me a message, and thank you kindly for taking the time to read. Please, refrain from asking for my contact information immediately. I mean no disrespect, I would just appreciate developing a better relationship with the other before carelessly tossing about information. Have a wonderful day!
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