If ya dont like any of this, well then either just deal with it or go away ^.^ KK?? Cuz thats just me. When Im around other people I listen to them though Im constantly thinking. When something is bad said about me or to me I try to toss it over my shoulder for the most part. Unless I have a personal relationship with you through friendship,dating or whatever. Then things will be handled differently. I will not tolerate stupidity at all. So if you in anyway fit into that category, then dont add me nor talk to me. Im not as forgiving as most people and I will hold certain things against you.

So you think Im vengeful and hold grudges?? Well your wrong. As a human being I can forgive but I cant forget another person's actions. So the next time you try and piss me off or hurt me, please think twice. I will defend myself if I have to. But to all all honesty, Im a lover not a fighter. But Im not on this corrupted planet to be liked by anyone. You can either accept me for me or stay out of my life. Or you will either like me or hate me. Your choice.

One of the hardest things that Ive come to realize is the current truth. We all must remember that we are our own worst enemy. Not the other person. Once you realize that you will see things very differently. Though in life sure there are things that we have no control over but for the most part we do. Destiny or Fate whatever you wish to call it has a very funny sence of humor and you cant change whats going to happen if you dont know whats about to happen next. But no one, and I mean no one can control you. Only you can control yourself, your actions, your thinking and so forth. All in all, its your choice and no one elses.

After realizing this and alot of other things I've come to terms with myself finally. Yeah I know Ive messed up in the past as we all have at one given point. But not many people can actually sit down with themselves and realize everything. So now Im just about at peace with myself and have been reborn as to say. Its a rather amazing experiance and I wish others would be able to go through it as I have. But getting to that point is not easy.

But hey, onto other notes.

Though for the most part I do enjoy hanging around other people for the company and excitement. Doesnt mean I like any of them though. I seem to find most soceity corrupted, narrow minded, blind, stuck up, stupid, or arragant.

Im not under any category that mankind likes to make. Meaning Im not a Goth, Loner, Redneck, Furry and so forth. I am me, a individual like we all should be.

I am a artist at heart due to the fact I enjoy drawing at times, coloring, photography, designing and so forth. As far as my personal life goes, Im happily taken. And this time, he's not going anywhere. I can be a great lover, though I can also be a great fighter. To be blunt and to the point though, just dont touch what is rightfully mine.