I never like to type about myself since I never know what to say. I guess I'll start off with something simple; My name is Catherine, but I rather be called Cat. I'm sixteen years old, currently living in the state of Maryland. I'm a very stubbourn person. I always let my emotions get in the way of my wants and needs. I can be outgoing, but I choose not to be. I'm also really shy, but at times I don't act it. I consider myself a very open person, for the simple fact that I let people know how I feel. I'm a very mellow person, but I can get hyped. I cannot get angry, no matter how hard I try. I'm easily annoyed, but easily persuaded if you know how to. I don't like making friends, as said by the 105+ friends request I have on here. I'm interested in a lot of shit, like tattoos and photography. I sometimes randomly pierce myself, but I always take them out, worrying if I might get an infection from it. I'm Pansexual, meaning I don't have a preference. I see through [cat-like] blue / gray eyes, and brush semi-long blond hair. I'm currently in 11th-12th grade of High school. My favourite colours are black and green. I'm a furry. Music is not my muse. I rather stay awake than sleep. I'm the only child in my family. I try not to let shit bother me, but it eventually does. I like to wear black clothing, but that doesn't make me goth. I really hate being sick, it ruins my mood and overall behaviour. I'm really into makeup at the moment, trying to do different designs on myself and on paper with multiple utensils. I like playing with photoshop, and css / html. Yes, I made my page...but that doesn't mean I'll make one for you. And last but surely not least, I'm taken, and I love her. :3 ~
So, if this isn't so obvious, it's my special someone. My darling, Christy<3. I dunno what to ever say for you, for words cannot speak what I really want to say to you. For the longest of time, we were best friends. Like, I never thought things would change to this. When I first met you, you know I wasn't so open- but you cracked me. And two years later, you're still by my side. But you're more than my best friend. The thought of us going out still mesmerises my mind. Just the thought of you and me, brings me a giggle mess of goo. You have no idea how much you brighten up my day; you make it seem like no matter what happens during my life, it'll be alright, always. The day I met you, and felt your arms around me, I was weak. I never wanted to let go of you, though I had to since Home was calling me. But even so, every moment we've had so far together, is worth all the pain and misery in the world. I miss the way we laughed, at pointless occurrences. I really miss the way we cuddled till the early morning sunrise. The tender kisses, each uniquely their own, still quivers my lips to this very day. But most of all, I miss you, and just having you in my presences. Within the future, I plan to make many more visitations to you, just for you, and only for you. Though we've only been together for a short time, I can truly say from the top of my heart; I love you, forever and always. o9o1o9. <3 ~
