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It begins with a dark glowing ember
Something black burning it's way out of me
Searing the flesh
Pain is the only thing I feel
Scars all I see
Oh no the fire's burning my insides again
What can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left
You will catch me regretting my decision
I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear.
I can't just close my eyes
I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best in me
What I see I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more
Tell you more
About the lies I lead
That is how I chose to douse the flames in gasoline
Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head
Wreckage from the blast, it haunts me
Shakes me to the bone.
I know it's over but I can't go home tonight
But after this I feel as empty as the night before
Feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more
Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought
My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it
I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear
I can't just close my eyes
my fucking eyes.
I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best in me
What I see.
I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more
Tell you more
About the lies I lead
Calling
Calling out
The darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self-doubt
Crawling
Crawling out
My will to fight will more than suffice
When others would down
It's only as dark as you make it
I know.
That it's killing me.
And it's poisoning.
The best in me
What I see
I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more
Tell you more
About the lies I lead
The Names Jayde.
Prefers PeeJay
Music Is What i Live And Breathe For.
Without It Dont Know Where I'd Be Seriously. ♥
Wont Let you treat me, The family, the boyfriend♥ or the mates like shit.
The Hair Is Brown And so are The Eyes..
Only Have The Ears Pierced Hoping to get the lip and the tongue done : ).
Is Bi-Sexual.
Loves The BoyFriend Kyle.<3 ♥♥♥♥
&& The Mates.
Music? Indie...Punk..EmoRock...Rock..Hardcore..Screamo...Pop..etc..
Favorite bands? Escape the fate...Hollywood Undead..The Butterfly Effect..The Devil Wears Prada...Atreyu..Underoath..Disturbed..etc..
Myspace? Add Me.♥ www.Myspace.com/jade_hearts_jrp.
Msn...? If We Become Good Enough Mates.. Sure You Can Have it ♥ : )
LOL!
Im Outies.
Ox.