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For years this soul has scarred itself raw
For internal wisdom and a mind in a war
Personal triumph to personal lost
The selling of morals for the price of their cost

These arts of mine wrecked from personal flames
There's nothing to lose, though nothing to gain
For these stories of mine fall on deaf ears
Personal Trauma, hopes and the fears

A baring of soul is not needed these days
For there's more to this world than personal pain
So burn it away and cast it aside
For we all live short on limited time

Cleanse yourself clean before a mental decease
The weight of our baggage makes us crawl on our knees
So leave this behind for it burdens the soul
Nothing is necessary, that's all one need know

Feel the removal of desire and shame
It's the key to rebirth in a world slightly sane
We are what we are and our being must breathe
So I leave this behind and start something clean

-J.Mathers, illwillpress.com


Isis was born on the island of Mu; a neighboring isle to Atlantis. Her parents were a kasha (daemon) that emigrated from Aigyptos; and a native of the Atlantean city of Bettias.

Isis was the middle of three children. Wykked being the eldest and Ashaki the youngest. She began her training with her siblings in the island temples at an early age.

It was at the temples where she met Usiris. He was of Apollite birth; blond and tall, he charmed her and helped her with her lessons. He became her first lover, and in the year 9527 he approached her family for her hand.

However, the god Apollo had other plans. That was when he chose to curse his Apollite children. Isis had to watch, her healing abilities useless, as Usiris decayed slowly into a pile of dust before her eyes. Her heart screamed in grief and shattered. Her mind broke. She gave up living and was falling into the nether when a young Charonte daemon found her and brought her to Kalosis.

Ksaia saved her life by bonding with her. This displeased Apollymi at first, until she got to know the shattered young woman. Then she adopted the young demon, bestowing a tiny part of her own powers onto her to bond the two of them as well.

Not long after Isis recovered from the bonding with Apollymi she was targeted by the Dark God of the Egyptian underworld, Anubis. He appeared to her, not as the jackell, but as a kitsune. He seduced her. Tricked her. All to get close to Apollymi, to try and add Apollymi's dark powers to his own. With Ksaia's help she was able to break his enchantments and Apollymi now has his hide on the wall of her throne room.

Isis spent most of the years since the disaster hiding in Kalosis, only occasionally going to Earth, and then it was mostly to visit Apollymi's granddaughter Katra. It was on one of these trips she decided to meet Apostolos (Acheron), Apollymi's only birth child. He was in New Orleans at the time during Mardi Gras. The two were wary of each other so Isis let him be to attend to his Hunters, and she to experience the people of Mardi Gras.

She was watching the parade of costumed people when Junpei approached her. He appeared human, but Isis felt he was not. He was a were-hunter, a wolf. He showed her the beauty of the city and she fell hard for him after being alone for so long. But the feelings weren't the same. Soon she found herself alone in a city that had gone cold and ugly without him. She retreated to Kalosis and there she stayed for decades.

It was after her Simi started traveling without her that she and Ksaia's brother, Xedrix became close. The two never became lovers, but that deep bond between the two remains. Not even Ksaia knows for sure what happened between them and neither one is sharing.

She has only just recently started visiting the worlds of the Reavers since her Simi married the Reavers leader.

It was while she was walking in the mavyllo gardens that a small fox dropped from the sky...


"Friends are like condoms. They protect you when things get hard."

Nick Fury: You know how few people I trust, Coulson.
Phil Coulson: You can count them on one hand.
Nick Fury: And I'm not afraid to cut off fingers.




Not many people in this world are lucky enough to find someone to love. Let alone someone who loves them, flaws and all. He's stood by me through the hard times. Through the easy times. Even the times when I walked away from him. And his love never died. He's proven his devotion to me time and time again. And now, I do the same for him. I am his in all ways.
Wife.
Pet.
Mistress.
Friend.
For there will never be another I will love as I do him.




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