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The contents of this page belong to me. The HTML, images, and writing, all mine. Don't steal it, okay? I'll make you a layout if you ask. Also I love my friends and family. They are everything to me. So be friendly to those of my buddy list. mmk? ^_^
Name: [Nicole] D.O.B: [September the 18th] Status: [Involved] Religion: [Chaoist] Occupation: [Disclosed] Zodiac Sign: [Virgo- The Virgin]
We are like Bad Television
["He had alot to say....He had alot of nothing to say, We'll miss him."]
TO BE ANNOUNCED
[TheBoy I Love]
Justin... What can I say about you? You are my world.. You are my light.. You are my sanity, my strength, my hopes, my dreams.. My life. Everything that I know and surround myself with reminds me of you... Because you are my soul....
So... This guy...Justin.. He's really sweet... funny too! OH. And he's a poet... I love him so so so so soooo much that I cannot even begin to express my emotions about him. We have been together for over four years.. And I have adored every single second of it.
We were meant to be together, and we will always be, forever...
I love you baby....
-Sigh- Isn't he dreamy... hehe
My belief system is very indepth, personal, and real
- I believe in freedom of choice. I don't not believe that it is anyone's right to choose things for you, nor remove or narrow those options. - I believe in freedom of speech and media, sadly the United States government doesn't. - I believe in a woman's right to choose to have an abortion. - I believe marriage should not be defined by what kind of "naughty bits" you have inbetween your thighs... - I believe in Freedom of expression. Who on this Earth or further has the right to tell anyone how to express themselves.. or put down their way of expressing it? - I believe the War in Iraq is unnessisary, stupid, and completely misguided... like every other war America has managed to cause or get involved with... - I believe it is time for us to open our eyes.. Realize how far we have advanced, and realize our purpose is to evolve. - I believe that fighting for a cause that will improve not only yourself, but other's well-being is important. But fighting for phyiscal gain or self purpose is nothing more than an act of stupidity, being that violance and selfishness is not the answer to all of yours, nor my own, problems. - I believe that the United States Government has a lot of improving to do... but sadly does not have the will, the money, the knowledge, or the right person to do so. - I believe we should all support the troops...Ask me why and I can explain.. -I believe in true love.... but I don't believe that every love is like a fairytale. -I believe that cheating on someone is the vainest, selfishest, cruelest, and heartless thing to do. Therefore, I will never, ever, cheat on anything or anyone. - I believe in second chances, but not always a third. - I believe karma is a bitch. - I believe outward beauty is meerly a painting... The artist beneath is what counts. - I believe that people have completely lost sense of what the VampireFreaks Rating system is about. Not everyone is a perfection..Not many people are Scum... But everyone, I'm sure.. has a number inbetween one and ten that is suitable...Therefore rate me properly.. I don't get pissed. - I believe that everyone has something good within themselves, no matter how bad, mean, cruel, destructive, they have been.. - I believe that the World has completely gotten too lazy for Language. We have mutilated, destroyed, and not to mention...demeaned words to make them simplier, shorter, and more ignorant to say... - I believe that everyone claims they want peace.. but realize the cost of it and give it up. Peace only comes if you sacrific the things destructive violence gives you.. and trust me.. there are so many things you don't know that you've benifited from because of a Dead man overseas against any American soldier.
WE HAVE THE POWER! WE CHOOSE TO FAIL, SLAUGHTER, DISAPPOINT, DESTROY, TORTURE, AND CAUSE PAIN TO EVERY BODY WHO NEEDS OR PLEADS FOR HELP!
:::Things I like:::
[+]My Friends [+]My Life [+]Love [+]IMVU [+]Stressless Days [+]Relaxing [+]CandleLight [+]Espresso [+]All types of Teas [+]Smooth Skin [+]Hot Baths [+]Dancing [+]Singing [+]Acting/Performing artisticly [+]Reading My Poetry to others [+]Feet [+]Suprizes [+]Well done makeup [+]Compassion [+]Calmness [+]Happiness and Joy [+]Respect [+]Piano and Accoustic Guitar [+]Openly Speaking [+]Comfort [+]Being In Love [+]Proper Grammar and Spelling [+]Laughing [+]Traveling [+]Commitment [+]Flaming [+]Understanding [+]MSN Messenger [+]Tasteful Pin-Up [+]Helping Others [+]HTML [+]Mature Arguements [+]Creating Layouts [+]Making .Gif Animations [+]Photo Modification [+]Some piercings and tattoos [+]Long hair [+]Hair Falls [+]Movies [+]My Family [+]Children [+]Incense [+]Reading [+]Poetry [+]Writing [+]Erotic Stories and Novels [+]Photography [+]Art [+]Drawing [+]Anime [+]Good Jokes [+]Phone calls [+]Kisses and Hugs from people I care for [+]Cuddling
:::Things I Dislike in General:::
[-]Censorship [-]Abuse [-]Creatures that bite me [-]Annoying Noises [-]MySpace [-]Stolen Creativity [-]People who kill bugs [-]Second-guessing myself [-]Liars [-]The Idea of Anarchy [-]Theives [-]The United States Government [-]Immaturity [-]People who "tYpE lEik DiS" [-]People who speak in slang [-]Two-Faced Personalities [-]Neglect [-]Back Stabbers [-]Ignorance [-]Bigits [-]Racism [-]The Inproper use of words [-]Sexism [-]The United Kindom's Governing Body [-]War [-]Violence [-]Copywrite Infringement [-]Pain in most forms [-]People who cannot handle constructive critism
Good tunes, for healthy ear enjoyment...
~TOOL ~The Cure ~ThThe Dresden Dolls ~Ben Harper ~Depeche Mode ~The Birthday Massacre ~Deerhoof ~Mindless Self Indulgence ~KoRn ~A Perfect Circle ~The Deftones ~Pink Floyd ~Moby ~David Bowie ~Clannad ~Yes ~System of a Down ~Covenant ~And One ~Code 64 ~Technoir ~The Mars Volta ~The Beatles ~Emerson, Lake and Palmer ~RadioHead ~The Doors ~Dir En Grey
-And so much more than I can begin to name! I have really gotten into Opera lately...especially scores of opera from plays I adore.. such as Carmen, Cats, Phantom of The Opera, ..etc. I also love most trance, industrial, techno, very picky about metal, alot of progressive rock...Anything. I have a sore spot for pianos, violins, and acoustic guitar. What, it's true?-
CHAOS NEVER DIED. Primordial uncarved block, sole worshipful monster, inert & spontaneous, more ultraviolet than any mythology (like the shadows before Babylon), the original undifferentiated oneness-of-being still radiates serene as the black pennants of Assassins, random & perpetually intoxicated.
Chaos comes before all principles of order & entropy, it's neither a god nor a maggot, its idiotic desires encompass & define every possible choreography, all meaningless aethers & phlogistons: its masks are crystallizations of its own facelessness, like clouds.
Everything in nature is perfectly real including consciousness, there's absolutely nothing to worry about. Not only have the chains of the Law been broken, they never existed; demons never guarded the stars, the Empire never got started, Eros never grew a beard.
No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of chaos, invented words of disgust for your molecular love, mesmerized you with inattention, bored you with civilization & all its usurious emotions.
There is no becoming, no revolution, no struggle, no path; already you're the monarch of your own skin--your inviolable freedom waits to be completed only by the love of other monarchs: a politics of dream, urgent as the blueness of sky.
To shed all the illusory rights & hesitations of history demands the economy of some legendary Stone Age--shamans not priests, bards not lords, hunters not police, gatherers of paleolithic laziness, gentle as blood, going naked for a sign or painted as birds, poised on the wave of explicit presence, the clockless nowever.
Agents of chaos cast burning glances at anything or anyone capable of bearing witness to their condition, their fever of lux et voluptas. I am awake only in what I love & desire to the point of terror--everything else is just shrouded furniture, quotidian anaesthesia, shit-for-brains, sub-reptilian ennui of totalitarian regimes, banal censorship & useless pain.
Avatars of chaos act as spies, saboteurs, criminals of amour fou, neither selfless nor selfish, accessible as children, mannered as barbarians, chafed with obsessions, unemployed, sensually deranged, wolfangels, mirrors for contemplation, eyes like flowers, pirates of all signs & meanings.
Here we are crawling the cracks between walls of church, state, school, & factory, all the paranoid monoliths. Cut off from the tribe by feral nostalgia we tunnel after lost words, imaginary bombs.
The last possible deed is that which defines perception itself, an invisible golden cord that connects us: illegal dancing in the courthouse corridors. If I were to kiss you here they'd call it an act of terrorism--so let's take our pistols to bed & wake up the city at midnight like drunken bandits celebrating with a fusillade, the message of the taste of chaos.
