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CeLdragon
Avatar since: 09/06/07

Female
Age: 39
Sweden
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don't get close to me ...
Looking For: Friendship

..I may be around, rp with my char in some rooms or just staying in one for the whole time.
My heart is taken even if I act very friendly against others but that is who I am deep down. If you can't handle it, don't stay around me because I don't know when I go to far.



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Special Someone
Zaffy2005
He means alot to me.
Even if we can't be a couple because of the distance but he will always have a certain place in my heart.
Since he have made me look around instead of hiding, even if is a small step but it is a beginning!

People that means a lot to me, since they either make me smile or make me talk out when I need to.

I meet him, when I wandered around, comforting me in the dark when himself is from the light, when I was after blood, I got more.
What other insanse funny meeting could one get to start a friendship with and gently hold each up when needed. One of the few that I really care for and happy over to get to know and meet.
From a greeting to close friendship, I still hold him close to me as he does to me.
A guiding light and one that lets one be as goofy one feels like and a close friend.

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30-10-2008
what am I seeking
how come these dark feelings creeps around in my mind

a faint light can be seen from the distanse
but do I dare to walk towards it?

what would change if I dared
would the shadows be gone? the feelings?

the emptiness that hurts my wrists and heart?

no, I know what I have and I dare not move forward

let me stay here
I don't have the courage to walk to any path
not even towards that light

I don't even let myself free
the shadows have become my home, they have always been there

I have the imagionation to create worlds and been comforted by them
but I can never bring that world out to this realm

I hold the key to it and I know where to look but that is all it can be
my imagination ...my fantasy

I have been hurt
letting the shadows grow

maybe I should stay here ...as long I live
but that is not my wish

deep inside I want to move forward but does not hold the courage for it
so I stay

in the comfort of the shadows

CeL ...

Written by the few times I feel inspired to write a poem/song

From the night I come
From the cold starless night I venture
Will you be the one
The one that I will prey upon

Or the one that I will cherish on

Your eyes
They are colder than the night
They see everything, every emotion I hide

From the night I was born
From the dark night I walk and search
For the joy
For the life of the blood

Things that slowly fades in time

Your skin
Your touch is warm
Comforting hands, that I gently hold onto

The night, the dark night
Ever alone in the shadows
I watch and put a distance

Those eyes, that sees everything
The skin with it's warmness and caring hands

Begone and live, you will survive
Your light will glow in the darkness
Will mine is hidden and forgotten in the night...



You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

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You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

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What Furry are you?

You're the Tiger. You love company of others whether its your family or friends. You love to watch your surroundings. Saying: "I didn't do that!" Sarcastic saying: Oh, I'm sorry."
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