Nicole :)
Vegas baby <3

8.11.08
There's so much more to me than people know.
My mind is complex but the words come out simple. I'm perverted; deal with it. I'm hard headed and love it. Usually, I'm pleasantly rude to your face. I often glare at people. I tend to judge at first sight. My buttons are easily pushed. Yes, that means I have a short fuse. I either bottle it up; or take it out on someone else.
Don't expect me to get along with you right away. Even though I'm fun and happy most of the time, sometimes it's fake. I'm good at acting like it's okay except around the people who know me so well. I like to verbal fight for the hell of it. :) it's what i do best. No one's perfect... i expect you to be the most jacked up person until you prove me wrong.
Don't come out and say you're a pot-head or drug addict; it isn't cool. Keep that to yourself- nobody fucking cares. I'm in love with piercings and tattoos. When I turn 18 I'm going all out. piercings: lip; eyebrow; tongue; belly button; nose; ears && more ears. :D tattoos: other hip; rib(s); lower back; wrist; ankle; behind the ear; arm; && shoulder blade.
I'm open, too open sometimes. But that's what makes me-me. Don't be intimidated. Sports are my life. I grew up playing them and I'm going to die old playing them. Softball; football; && soccer. - Accidental Prone.
Here's a secret: I love to write and doodle. I never really did it often but now that i have a lot of spare time i write and doodle a lot. It takes a lot off my brain. Most of the time I write about stupid, random things. But there's the rare time that it actually means something. [i love reading my hand writing... it's amazing how neat it is. Probably the only neat thing about me.]
No, I'm not a perfectionist; far from it actually. I complain a lot. If there's any doubt in my mind I'll just cover it up with the good; it tends to help a lot better than worrying about it.

8.12.08
George- His beautiful golden fur; gorgeous brown eyes; big, wet nose; dripping tongue; wide open mouth; && the oversized body. You mean the world to me. Still having you here to cuddle with at night makes me thankful for every second you're with us. You always seem to have a smile on your face (or what looks like a smile) and that shine in your eye that never goes away. I know that I'm never going to find another amazing dog lie you. I know you know when there's something wrong and you cuddle with me until I fall asleep. My love for you isn't forced, and I can tell that it's accepted and returned with just as much love. I'm extremely happy that you're a fighter; those fatty tumors would have taken over if not. You mean so much to me and I try to show it everyday. I love you George.

8.13.08
Moose. - This house will never be the same without you. Miss hearing you bark when someone walks through the door. [it's too silent in the house] Miss playing catch with you even though it was gross whenever you slobbered all over. [seeing your toys around the house makes my stomach hurt] Miss the whip feeling of your tail when it smacks against my leg. [it made me laugh every time it happened] You made an impact on everyone's lives; and you were well loved by everyone. I miss you Moose.

The obsession.

3 Days Grace. 20 Seconds to Mars. Acceptance. Ace of Base. AFI. Air Supply. Alanis Morissette. All Time Low. Aly & AJ. Anberlin. Arctic Monkeys. Ashlee Simpson. Avril Lavinge. Backstreet Boys. Baha Men. Barlow Girl. Barry White. BB Mak. Ben Folds Five. Blink 182. Blue October. Boys like Girls. Brand New. Breaking Benjamin. Breaking Point. Bullet for my Valentine. Caliban. Candlebox. Cassie. Celine Dion. Chris Brown. Christina Aguilara. Chumbawumba. Collective Soul. Counting Crows. Creed. Crossfade. Darren Hayes. Dashboard Confessionals. Dean Martin. Dido. Disturbed. Eagles. Eiffle 65. Elvis Presley. Enigma. Enya. Escape the Fate. Evenecence. Fall out Boy. Feist. Finger Eleven. Flyleaf. FM Static. Foo Fighters. Frank Sinatra. Freezepop. From First to Last. Fuel. George Michael. Goo Goo Dolls. Good Charlotte. Greenday. Gym Class Heros. Haste the Day. Hawthorne Heights. Heat Automica. Hell is for Heros. Hello Goodbye. Hilary Duff. Hinder. Hoobastank. Howie Day. Incubus. Jack Johnson. James Blunt. Jamison Parker. Jeffree Star. Jesse McCartney. Jessica Simpson. Jewel. Jimmy Durante. Jimmy Eat World. Joydrop. Justin Timberlake. Katy Perry. KC & JOJO. Kelly Clarkson. Kid Rock. Kill Hannah. Lifehouse. Linkin Park. LMNT. Lonestar. Lost Prophets. Madonna. Making April. Mandy Moore. Marylin Manson. Matchbook Romance. Matchbox 20. Mayday Parade. Metro Station. Miley Cyrus. Missy Eliott. Motion City Soundtrack. Mudvayne. Muse. My Chemical Romance. Mya. N-Euro. Nat King Cole. Nelly. New Found Glory. Neyo. Nickelback. Nine Inch Nails. N'sync. Otherwise. P. Diddy. Panic at the Disco. Papa Roach. Paramore. Pat Monahan. Pink. Puddle of Mudd. Rascal Flatts. Ray-J. Relient K. Rihanna. Robin Thicke. Rooney. Saliva. Saosin. Savage Garden. Saving Abel. Say Anything. Scary Kids Scaring Kids.-- More to come. Too lazy.