this holiday is going to be a sad one. its been almost 2 christmas without my best friend sara! i miss her so much! i just wana cry! my other best friend is moving too! and its on new year! i had a bad expirernce on the last day of his school day. we had to sgin up for rooms to watch a movie, a few days eirler he signed up in a room so, i decided to go in that room too. the day of the movie he changes rooms, sat with all the pouplar perople (cuz hes leaving) and sat next to the girl i like! he didnt even sit by me at lunch where i had to fight off like 10 kids to save his seat. when i was in the bus port a tear came out of my eye. i really dont know why but i just couldnt keep it in, closer and closer to the bus i came more and more redder my face got. finnally on the bus i put on my hood from my sweatshirt on to try not to let anyone see i was crying. all the sudden i heard "whats the matter John" and it was Austin... he finnally noticed me after a day of trying to hang with him... i said nothing.. and he kept asking and finnally i got off the bus he said goodbye, and i said bye back... i will never have a odd expierwence ever like that. he really was my only friend who was a guy.. i could always come to him for a problem.. or even just to hang... im going to miss his fish obsecions and all of the other things... im not shure but, i dont think it was his fault, i just wanted to spend time with him and i was selfish, i should never acted like that. well, where ever you are or who ever you are please please please, cherish your friendships, some may not last for long.... or others may last forever like the one i have with my friend sara.. she is the really only person in the world who auctally knows me and understands me, she knows everything about me.. well hope you have a happy holiday and remember keep your friendships hard and strong, sometimes you may get in a fight.. but i had to learn the hard way, thanks for reading. ~nobf4umell

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