You will find my page changing sometimes daily. One day it may be dark due And other days it may be something entirely different. This page is my outlet and will change often because that is life inside my mind. Always changing.

Ok, so you want to know about me. I'm a very passionate person, and sometimes insecure. I don't have trouble with conflict and you never have to wonder where you stand with me. I'm compassionate and have a tendency to see the potential in ppl instead of who they choose to be.

I've been diagnosed bipolar and am ADD. I am an abuse survivor and that abuse has resulted in my being DID/MPD. I know there are many of us out there, but most choose to hide it. I have chosen IMVU as my outlet and it is a wonderful place to express all that is within me.

Being DID, there are many aspects of my personality that you could be blessed with knowing. Sometimes it is a very precious 4 year old who is only looking for kindess and acceptance.

Or maybe its a teenager who carrys the shame that someone else put upon her.

Or maybe even an adult who is confused about who God is and what God is trying to say to her.

Or you may come across one who knows God so well that she speaks His word if complete faith never doubting it for a second.

All in all, we make up I. Struggles and all. I have conflictions inside my mind all the time. I will completly forget converstaions I've had with you many times. And other times I will remember them do detailed that it angers you.

I will get time confused, loose track of days, and can go from loud and crazy to shy and quiet in a moment.

People always have seen me as strong, but really, I feel so weak and wish that someone would be there to hold my hand through the darkness. the darkness I have walked so many others through.

My heart is terribly wounded and although I want to trust, I'm fearful, to the point of death of trusting another with all that is inside of me.

I love children and sometimes wish I could have more. My youngest in in middle school and because of health issues I can't have anymore.

One of my biggest passions is to sing. It is how I get lost and release my stress.

Oh, and usually, when you find a friend in me, you are in my heart forever.

Can you handle all this? Sometimes I can't. Sometimes I'm so overwhelmed with all that is inside of me that I just want to disapear. Maybe, eventually, dispite how you do not want to admit it, you will think the same thing in time. Many others have.