I have been lied to so much that I cannot tell the differnce between truth and a lie anymore!!!!!! And it hurts not knowing the truth, A LOT.

And I'm a virgin in RealLife. So don't expect much of me on the sexual side. and i dont have friend in real life and never seen a girl nude in real life i have a phobia of getting out beyond the yard with out someone im comfatable with like mom or step dad someone who've i known for a wile never kissed a girl never frenched eather never felt a girl, and noone ever touched me eather in areas never flerted with a girl in real life eather

I want true friendship, people that will support me and help me out when im feeling down.