~Name: Amanda ~My name means lovable or child of fortune.~
~Nickname(s): Mandy/Mandi
~Birth Date: 02/20/94
~Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
~Ancestry: British, Canadian, French, Irish, Italian, Spanish, Swedish
~Style: My own, but I think that most people would say I am emo/goth.
~Hair: Natural-blond, dyed-medium brown on the bottom, blood red on the top
~Eye Color: Blue/green/gray
~Hobby(ies): Singing, listening to music, going on the computer, writing, reading, doing word searches
~Misc: I make animal noises that go along with my emotions. X3
iRHOSWEN All of my good friends and family as my special someones. <3 I love you all.
My Specialest Someone's:
adriennnnnn ~Adrien~ <--- He's the shiz, man, you are insane if you don't love him! The second I knew him, I just wanted to gobble him up (Not in a perverted way!...Maybe <.< >.>). We have so much in common and so much fun talking to each other. Love ya, Adrien! <3!
bakaranger1 ~Jason~ <--- Well, um, he's just insane. lol I still love you, though! When we are older, we are so taking over everything in existance!
ChazzyChazzz ~Chester~ <--- He is such a sweetie, I love talking dirty to him. X3 I love you, my British sex toy (Just kidding about the sex toy thing...or am I? O.e). XD
haruca24 ~Too many to name. x.x~ <--- Haha This account is run by many a folk and they sound like one muli-personalitied weirdo. lol I love you guys. <3
Iceheart926 ~Janice~ <--- Janice is one of my very best friends in real life. I've known her and her two minute older twin, Linda, since we were in first grade! I love them both so much, and I will do whatever I can to make them happy. Linda and Janice feel like sisters to me, and they make me feel better when I really need it most. Thank you both so much for staying by me through everything.
iToxicatedd ~Chasity~ <--- Oh, Goddess...Chasity, you just brighten my world. You have helped me with so many things, I just can't help but think of you as an angel. You truly are gorgeous, inside and out. I love you, darlin'.
Nagasaki ~Derek~ <--- I am his little vampyre kitty. Roar, fear me! Derek is just so much fun, and he is so nice! He's just wow! And...<.< >.> He better take me on a trip somewhere...maybe Italy or Sweden. X3 We will rock this world, baby! Woot!
winterdrift ~Kinney~ <--- Oh. My. Goddess! Kinney is so amazing, he is sweet and caring, adorable and has an amazing voice (I love your evil laugh!). He's just perfect, really...Well, except for the fact that he lives so damn far from me! Kinney! You really need to get your smexi ass over here and rock Canobie with me! I love you so much!
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~I wrote these, please leave me a message on how you feel about them. Much appreciated.
And the candle faded
The Darkness, the pain
Sinking in...
Every night I scream
Wanting, wishing for the pain to fade
But knowing that it never will...
Alone and scared,
She sat there,
The blood dripping from her veins,
A small puddle,
Slowly sinking into the earth,
The pain, the sorrow, engulfing her,
And yet the ball game carried on,
The cheers muffling her cries.
That note...
Her last words...
Stained with her blood
Swept up in the wind
And carried oh so gently to the ground
Next to her cold, undisturbed body
Where it may stay for hours or even days
Her soul...
Restless and mournful
Waiting,
Just waiting...
For someone
Anyone
To find her
Wanting someone to care...
I'm that girl
That girl with no face
No name
The girl in the corner with the scars
The sorrow
That girl you don't give a damn about...
Yea...That's me.
Her blood ran cold
Like a river in winter
She stood there
Frozen with fear
Staring into the eyes of death
Not knowing whether or not she would live
Not even knowing if she wanted to live any longer
But, regardless, she decided to take whatever life had in store for her.
She was alone again
Like every night before
But tonight was going to be different
For once in her life she was going to take charge
As she looked in the bathroom mirror for the last time
She smiled
A true, genuine smile
She was not afraid any longer
She took the knife and layed gracefully in the tub
With the lights turned down
And the candles flickering
She wealed her weapon, her escape
Running it down each arm
The stinging pain of the sharp edge on her smooth skin
Crimson blood dripped from her veins
Staining the water red
Strangely, none of this bothered her
And in her last moments
She carved "Goodbye cruel world" into her legs
Knowing that the pain and sorrow would end soon
She died with a smile on her face
No tears in her eyes
Just joy and relief.
On a cool summer night
The moon shines brightly
Wind blows lightly through the trees
An owl hoots
Waiting for pray to appear
A mouse, small and brown
Scurries through the grass
Standing on it's back legs
It sniffs the air
Searching for the scent of food
The owl spots the mouse and swoops
Swiftly, silently
A quick kill
The mouse, with no time to squeal
Becomes the meal
The owl is victorious
Able to live another day
And to feed on another innocent tomorrow.
If anyone wants me to type up any more of my work, just send me a message and I'll put it up as soon as I can.
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My Room
My Wish List
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