i took a bullet for you, you put a bullet through me.
Hiye. I'm taylor. looking at my name there are so many things that come to mind. for one, i wish a name was all there is to a person. you just have your name, and it defines you. but no. there is so much to me, sometimes i wish there wasn't oh so incredibly many intricate, confusing, mindnumbing, unfathomable parts of my mind. i am more than a name, and honestly, sometimes it is a little too much. i have a ridiculous mix of sensitivity and apathy, its completely incomprehensible. i guess i should say that, though i do care, i will pretend to the ends of the earth that everything is fine: that i'm perfectly fine, that it was my fault, that i should be apologizing. it is probably my signature act, my own profound attempt at comforting myself. strange? yes. helpful? quite the opposite. i've got a lot of strong morals about a large variety of things: animal rights, my own body, the others around me, and most importantly, values and standards. I hold them all sacred to me and nothing you say or do will ever make me lose them or even begin to consider rethinking them. i know that i at least have my morals straight, in such a hectic and perplexing life. thats definetly not going change any time soon. i've traveled Europe in depth, i've hated it for a while now but i regretfully admit that i am seeing the positive effects of the whole traveling lifestyle. i cant even count the amount of places i have lived on one hand to be honest. i guess its given me a much need respect for the unchanging, for the constant. i must say, too little change can be quite suffocating, but i owuld love to feel at home. somewhere familiar would be very nice. at least ive always got my friends, no matter where in the world i am, or how much that seems to be changing. saying they mean the world to me is an understatement, because encase no one else has noticed, the world is a very small place. they mean anything and everything to me. my universe is just empty without them. honestly, they're everything. i thank god for them. which brings me to another subject, i am a proud Christian. i will not try to push my beliefs onto you, but any spiritual guidance asked for will be granted. guidance in general is my thing, i live for it. knowing i've helped someone in any way possible, its just the most rewarding feeling on earth. and thats basically all i can think of, or be bothered to write in general. talk to me if you really want to know me. :)
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