Sometimes the harders thing to say to some one you care for deeply is " I love you.... " When will thos words truly reach you..... When will you relize i do care and i do try my best.... Thos words that seem to not come out..... Slowly seem to fade away... Till they are a whisper in the wind..... -Me-

"I think I had a dream. A dream of being alone. I wanted someone--anyone, beside me... so I didn't have to feel alone anymore..." - Tidus-

I only live for a better tomomorow ... a full of wonderful happy moments.

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Dreaming... I was dreaming... Perhaps it may have been but a long forgotten memory... A dream... A memory... Things remembered when one is asleep... Things forgotten when one is awake... Where the deepest layers of memories become the outmost layers of one's dreams... Which are reality? Which are illusions? One cannot tell until one awakes... Or perhaps they are, at the same time, both truth and fiction... A vast nebulous... With no boundaries... An emptiness equivalent to my own existence... I dreamt such a dream... A long... Never-ending, dream.

That dream changed me... That dream was the catalyst for me to resolve what my purpose was. I think I know now... What I have to do... That long, long memory of a dream... Perhaps it was the memory of my soul...

But its power goes beyond what is necessary... Does one really need the power to destroy everything?

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All of you, want to be loved... needed by someone, so we look to others... By ourselves, we are lonely, so we try to draw together to live... That's what it means to be human...That's how people live. A single hand cannot clap.

Those words I was unable to convey... That day... That time... Those thoughts I was unable to carry out... Words and thoughts... The connection between the two... Without words, thoughts cannot be conveyed... Without thoughts, there are no words... They are both as vital as each other...They can never be divided... Like the wings of angels...

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Music is a mysterious thing. Sometimes it makes people remember things they do not expect. Many thoughts, feelings, memories... things almost forgotten... Regardless of whether the listener desires to remember or not.

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