Things in this life drive me crazy
these are girls, family
friends, Jobs, and a place to call home
Everyone of these things gets to me
someday, someway,
they all have they're say
what is home?
Is it a place to call your own?
is it a place to lay down?
Is it a place where your family lives?
is it even a place at all?
or is it just a state of mind?
Friends are great
when they know the real you
and support the paths you take
Girls are a mystery
Intriguing my senses.
I am here for everyone,
anytime I am needed
I try to be there
and to be the best guy I can be
still sometimes they overlook me
all that is left is a job and family
and of my family there are but three I love
My sister and my mother are top
my father next
but even there, there is always strain
pops moves then moves again
I am left to choose to go or stay.
he brought me back home
to a place I remember from my youth
and then I must leave cause he moves again?
I think not, Here i stay
no matter how hard the path,
I chose my way
I stay, no matter what I stay
jobs are of course important
money makes the world go around after all.
but is a job so important
must I give up what I like to get paid?
I'll do what I have to do
to keep myself sane
I must not succumb
and turn myself crazy insane.

Though I want to say
I'll be happy without you
And knowing you are happy
is all that matters
I can not bring myself
to tell you that lie again
I may be alright
I may live on
I make survive each day
but you are the only one
who makes me smile
you are my happiness
I would fight for you
Live for you
Die for you
For your son
and for the baby you carry.
I love you more than the air I breath
more than the world I live in
and so much more than the live I lead
Choose me or choose him
The decision is yours
it has always been
Choose me and
I'll do everything I can to make you happy
to make each day a joy
choose him
and I'll try to be there
but it will be a while
before I can just be your friend
I am not writing to stress you out
I am writing to express my heart
to let you know you are part of me
nay more than that
that you are everything to me
and without you my heart
would never beat the same
you are my reason to keep going
to go through the day
I will live on
without you if it must be
but I had to let you know
you complete me.

Everyday I am here,
I wait as long as it takes
to see you my dear.
When I am awake
it is from you
I always long to hear.
the first word form your lips
brings a smile to my face
it stretches from ear to ear.
lately I've not heard
a single word from you
but I have no fear.
you are my love.
I am strong for you
I show not a single tear.
I long for you
your touch,
to feel you near.
to hold you
to kiss you
to whisper my love for you
softly in your ear.
I love you
I miss you
I wish you were here.
My sweety
my heart
my beautiful
my wonderful
my dear.

I was down
without anything to make life bright.
when I looked around
there was nothing anywhere to be found.
I was about to drown
then suddenly you were there.
your hand held out
your eyes full of care.
you are the best person in my life
today on IMVU
you are my wife,
soon every day
you'll be beside me
in real life.
until that day
I'll be here waiting
for the one
who brightens my life
that one day will be
my mate and partner
in real life.
One day in real life
I'll be your husband
and what a happy life
we'll have together.
You are my happiness
and the love of my life.

It seems that everyone is moving on,
Yet I sit here stuck in the mud.
Friends go away,
Love leaves me lonely,
Family disappears.

Days go by and here I sit.
I was once flowing in the water.
Moving with the current.
Slipping down the stream,
Friends, love and family with me.

But that stream has dried up,
It left me beached.
The mud has dried,
So now I'm stuck.
No hands are there to pull me out.

Maybe one day it will rain,
And once again I will float
Slip and glide down this stream.
But this is a day
That I can not see.

I am lost,
But it's nothing new to me.
I should try, but its so hard.
Is it time?
I should be moving on.