11/09/06
Hallowed be thy name
I'm waiting in my cold cell, when the bell begins to chime.
Reflecting on my past life and it doesn't have much time.
'Cause at 5 o'clock they take me to the Gallows pole,
The sands of time for me are running low.
Mother Fuckers!
Running low.
When the priest comes to read me the last rites,
I take a look through the bars at the last sights,
Of a world that has gone very wrong for me.
Can it be that there's some sort of error.
Hard to stop the surmounting terror.
Is it really the end, not some crazy dream.
Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming,
It's not easy to stop from screaming,
The words escape me when I try to speak.
Tears flow but why am I crying,
After all I'm not afraid of dying.
Don't I believe that there never is an end, no.
As the guards march me out to the courtyard,
Somebody cries from a cell "God be with you".
If there's a God then why has he let me go?
As I walk all my life drifts before me,
Though the end is near I'm not sorry.
Catch my soul, it's willing to fly away.
Mark my words believe my soul lives on.
Don't worry now that I have gone.
I've gone beyond to seek the truth.
So when you know that your time is close at hand.
Maybe then you'll begin to understand,
Life down here is just a strange illusion
10/12/06
My eyes stayed shut the emptiness fear,
My skin bled cold nothing would get near,
Arms outstretched with no touch to satisfy,
the stabbing pain with no tears left to cry,
its soundless, lifeless brutally dead,
I see nothing but one thing in my head,
I’m locked and covered the dirt filled my sight,
I’ve forgotten the smell and brightness of the light,
The only feeling is buried in the pit of my chest,
A constant reminder of why I don't rest,
The only music I hear now heavy in thud,
echoes the walls in my home of mud,
Makes me sing along whether it hurts or no,
An anthem of ache this you should know,
It promises to play forever until I am known,
the day I am found and taken back home,
All the beauty noted deep in me,
plays in repetition for me to see,
With every moment passing I am filled with more desire,
the constant reminder has become fire,
replacing the thud with a bright burning pound,
the depths around me shifts with the sound,
It swallows my body fully and awakens the dead,
The first sensation comes from my head,
The rain pouring over me warm breath leave,
I’ve found my lungs again and finally breathe,
I see nothing all my sight has turned in,
The senses awaken from the prison I've been in,
The thudding courses the length of my veins,
The heart has revived and smothered the pains,
love that promised to never leave me hollow,
refused to leave me and that I must follow,
concreting the vow a long wait of together,
refusing to die and impossible to sever,
this is love and the power you seek,
its not for the wicked its not for the weak,
this is your love and how you should see,
This is what’s yours this is what’s me.
Celestos(8)
09/22/06
"Eye"
I lie, I wait
I stop, I hesitate
I am, I breathe
I meant, I think of me
Is it any wonder I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder I found peace through you?
Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
Turn away from light
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough
I taste, I love
I come, I bleed enough
I hate, I'm not
I was, I want too much
Is it any wonder I can't sleep?
All I have is all you gave to me
Is it any wonder I found peace through you?
Turn to the gates of heaven, to myself be damned
Turn away from light
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough, just a touch
It's not enough, just a touch
