02/18/09
I'm glad you came by, sorry i did not greet you
Please do not be foolish your heart hasn't beat you
It only seeks what your head denies
The dead does not feel and the heart never lies
Playing dead, that's just pretending...
Time is never wasted and fate is always pending
Disillusioned by my own actions and
The thoughts of what i had become
My mind was broken and my heart was undone
It matters not, if in this or the next life you hide
You're in my thoughts.... you're always in my mind
I wish and i dream i could be by your side.
But dreams seem to be forbidden for me.
~Darkstalker_XIII~
10/02/06
Just a little something from the heart...
PAIN
I feel like crying,
but i can't.
I feel like screaming,
but I won't .
I feel like killing
and i may.
Thought by thought I'm taking over
Lonely child, you have no lover
Stupid child, don't even bother
Of your dreams and hopes I'm the destroyer.
Time goes on, the days and years
But is always the same dance
Always blood and tears.
You thought everything
would be so perfect
and now you can't find the exit
kill, kill, kill the pain.
kill, kill, you've killed me again.
I am You and You are Me
we are one, you cannot flee.
You will never escape from me.
How do you lose something
you never had?
How do you get back something
that was never yours?
How do you break a broken heart?
How do you kill the demon of a man who has been in hell?
Anyone cares to answer those questions?
~Darkstalker_XIII~
