07/09/09
Today 5 minutes and 6 seconds after 4 o'clock it will be 04:05:06 07/08/09 This will only happen once in your life and you won't see it again. I thought that was pretty cool so i let you know it too. Oh and the date on here will be wrong because i am up late right now.=P
I am pretty bored right now and that is why i am writing in my blog hehe. i am still in love with the same guy and i really did try to get over him last week but i completely and pathetically failed =( I am attached to him for some reason and i haven't seen him for more than 2 months!! If anyone has advice please give it to me!!!
I found this on the internet earlier and thought it was really cool. Here it is:
GOODLUCK Mental Feng Shui Lotus Touts: There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Touts has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization.. It has been sent around the world ten times so far. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .... When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze. SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.. SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions. EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.. NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice. TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.
I will try to follow this but i probably won't and fail pathetically like almost everything else i try to do... But i guess i have to deal with it like everyone else.
Well i guess i hope you enjoyed reading this. Come back any time you like =)
07/01/09
1 - When was the last time you cried?
The last time i cried was probably last week
2 - Have you ever faked sick?
Sure! many times. tee hee
3 - What was the last lie you said?
i have no idea i can't keep track. I lie too often.
4 - Have you ever cried during a movie?
No but i almost did during The Notebook.lol
5 - Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
in person-the boy that i love,no names mentioned
on the internet- Taylor Lautner with his shirt off *drools* lol
6 - Have you ever danced in the rain?
Yeah really fun. I love rain.
7 - Have you ever been drunk?
no but i have been buzzed.lol does that count?
8 - Have you ever tried drugs?
nope dont plan to
9 - Do you smoke?
no i like to sing and smoking will ruin my voice
10 - What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
not very far, ding dong ditch on a trailer just last weekend
11 - What is your full name?
no comment
12 - What is your blood-type?
i have no clue...
13 - Have you ever been in a car accident?
yeah when i was 5 years old in da hospital 4 two days, a bus accident in 3rd grade;two peple died =( tragic and a small fender bender a couple months ago... that it.
14 - How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
uhh.. 12
15 - Who was your first kiss?
no comment... i am very ashamed...
16 - Have you ever had an online relationship?
yup, my mom found out and i was grounded for 2 months
17 - Have you ever had phone-sex?
noooo
18 - Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
yes, sadly...
19 - What is your favourite sport to play?
dodgeball...hehe
20 - Have you ever made a prank phone call?
yeah plenty of times...lol
21 - Have you ever said
...said what?
22 - What's your favourite childhood memory?
idk i have a super bad memory i cant remember anything! ohhhh that terrible =(
23 - Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
yeah a LOTS of stuff!
24 - What do you want to be when you grow up?
when i grow up i want to be famous for something...idk i like to act and sing but honestly i am not very good...hmmmm i like to write stories maybe i will be famous for that....idk so many things...
25 - What is your political persuassion?
okay i cant lie.... i have no idea what a freakin political persuasion is...can anyone tell me?
26 - Have you ever had cybersex?
nooooo i dont want to either... i would like the REAL thing much better
27 - Do you believe in g-d?
yeah i am a christian
28 - Do you believe in love at first sight?
idk i will beleive in it when it happens to me...can't wait!
29 - Do you believe in karma?
nope.. i have no idea what that is....
30 - Who was your first crush?
a little kid in kindergarden
31 - Who do yo uhave a crush on?
a boy i love...
32 - How would you describe yourself?
idk someone else do it for me...lol
33 - What are you afraid of?
strangers in my house,spiders, wasps, ghosts,evil spirits, umm i can't think of anymore oh yeah the dark...lol
34 - Are you religious?
uhh idk i can't judge myself so i dont know
35 - What does your screen name mean?
Twilight- I love the series!
032- my favorite number
36 - What person do you trust the most?
uhh myself....im not sure, my two best friends,stormy411 and candie555...lol love ya
37 - Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
a boy named josh m. eww he's such a manslut now...what was i thinking?
38 - What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
is from candie555 that she trusted me the most! lol love ya like a sis(question 36 i am asking her all these ?'s over the phone lol.
39 - What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
From ashlee young that she said "no one wants to see your flabby thighs so why do you wear short shorts?' she is a bitch and that was said behind my back!!! if you have something to say then say it to my face is like my motto lol....
40 - What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
crush- 1 year
relationship- 2 months(josh m. a.k.a. the manslut)lol
41 - What is your greatest strength?
my love for friends and family and crushes lol...
42 - What is your greatest weakness?
my temper at times...lol
43 - What is your perfect pizza?
uhhh lots of spicyness like a mexican style pizza lol
44 - What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
what did i dream about?
45 - What is your first thought before you go to bed?
all my problems i guess from most important to least important then i fall asleep lol
46 - What college do you want to go to?
i have no idea whichever one will accept me...if any do...
47 - Do you get along with your family?
yeah everyone except my twin brother. we fight constantly. not a day goes by that we dont fight unless we dont see each other which is very often during the summer like right now. he leaves for days at a time. like a little vacation to me lol! but he still my bro and i love him no matter what.
48 - Do you play any instruments?
just a recorder thingy but i am hoping that my older brother will teach me the electric guitar soon. =)
49 - What kind of music do you like?
Pretty much everything except country and christian except for Flyleaf, love them, i like mostly rock, hip-hop,pop, metal, instrumentals,etc.
50 - Do you think you're attractive?
I like to think i am but only when i work on it, straightening my hair, makeup,etc. but right now my hair is in a sloppy bun,unstraightened, i am wearing sweat pants and i am makeup free, i look pretty crappy,honestly.
51 - Would you ever get a tattoo?
yes of course! i want a red rose on the back of my shoulder because they are pretty, i like the color red, and Rose is the last name of my cousins Celina and Chuckie, but sadly Chuckie passed away 3 months ago R.I.P love ya forever!
52 - How many piercings do you have?
2, both ears. but i want my nose and my belly button pierced but my mom won't let me yet.
53 - Who makes you laugh?
Anyone, really. As long as they are funny then i will laugh... lol, but doesn't everyone?
54 - Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
The boy i love...
55 - Have you ever seen a dead body?
Yes, My cousin Chuckie Rose, its a very depressing memory but i can live through it.
56 - Do you have a celebrity crush?
yes, Taylor Lautner, Robert Pattinson (only in the movies),Mitchel Musso, uhhh there are plenty of more but just too many to name,lol
57 - What is one thing scientists should invent?
A time machine so i can reminisce a lot of good memories.
58 - Have you ever broken a bone?
Nope but i hope i didn't just jinks myself i guess i should knock on some wood... haha
59 - What happens after you die?
I believe that i will go to heaven or a perfect place where all pain and sadness is gone i can just live happily but i don't think i will be very happy unless the boy i love is there with me...
60 - Do you watch or read the news?
sometimes i watch in the morning for the weather or i read the obituaries if i know someone...that is about it.
61 - What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
ummm idk one of the weird ones i really dont know.
62 - Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
yeah i think soo.
63 - If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Anna- It is such a pretty name and that is what i would have been named
Rose- The meaning is in the tattoo question.
64 - If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?
Idk bonfires with my family when i was younger that was my favorite thing to do and still is.lol mmmmmm s'mores...
65 - If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
I would go back to my original hair color, a very light brown, i am blonde right now.and i would change my weight and i would like to be about 2 inches taller than i am now.
66 - Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
Not yet. I might when i am older though...haha
67 - Have you ever played strip poker?
Lol nope but i probably will one of these days. tee hee ![]()
68 - Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
Of course! I like to make ppl happy but the lies make me feel guilty sometimes.
Guilt is a new emotion for me.lol
69 - What do you want your friends to think about you?
I really don't care as long as i am not 'the skank' and they pretend to be my friend.Let them think what they want to think.
70 - Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?
Uhh i guess it was with my ex-friend about a secret that turned into a rumor and that is why we are no longer friends.
71 - HAve you ever bitten someone?
haha i bite my twin bro when we fight lol
72 - When's your birthday?
October 31. I am a Halloween baby lol... i guess that is why some ppl are scared of me.
73 - Have you ever stolen anything?
Yeah but it was just a bracelet. No big deal.
74 - Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
I haven't seen one before i dont think.
75 - Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?
idk a sandwich and a big bag of doritos i guess.
76 - If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
The day that i held the boy that i love's hand i would've kissed him too... then we might be together or i could be a very depressed girl if he rejected me and be on here a lot more than i am.lol haha
77 - Do you remember your dreams?
Most of the time. like last night i had a dream i had a sleepover with like 20 friends and we all found out who our soulmates were and i was last and right beforei found out i woke up. I was very disappointed... still am.
78 - Have you ever been in love?
i am right now but idk if he loves me back.
79 - Are you a morning person or a night person?
Idk mostly night i guesss unless i am tired.
80 - Do you have any phobias?
Sure...who doesn't?
81 - What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?
uhh In school my friend had on a shirt that had long strings on the back of it and I was sitting behind her during class so i tied her to the chair.(lmao!) when she tried to stand up she got pulled back down and she almost cried from embarassment! Lol! It was really mean but i have to admit it was hilarious.
82 - Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?
Yeah like 5 times or more.
83 - How many screen names do you have?
On imvu I have 2,Twilight032 and strazzbeary032, on yahoo like 5-10. lol
84 - Do any medical problems run in your family?
Yeah tumors or ear problems.( i Got the ear problems)
85 - Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?
No but i wouldn't be surprised if anyone did. We are pretty bad.
86 - Have you ever had a nightmare?
Everyone has at least once. But unfortunately i think i have them more often than most ppl.
87 - Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
Well i think it would have to be my Frenemies-friends/enemies.
88 - Would you ever participate in a threesome?
no comment...lol jk i wouldn't.
89 - Would you ever pay for a prostititue?
No i think i can get some for free.lol
90 - Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?
nooo i think i will though one time.lol
91 - Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
No i think that i am very loyal.
92 - Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
Well not completely but just a little bit one time lol
93 - Have you ever written a love letter?
yeah what girl hasn't?
94 - Have you ever attempted suicide?
Nope i am KINDA happy with my life.
95 - Do you prefer boxers or briefs?
On a boy uhh whatever as long as he looks good in them haha
96 - Have you ever been in a fistfight?
no but i have been on the edge of one plenty of times.
97 - Do you have any hidden talents?
no i don't think but some people call me a perfectionist sometimes.
98 - What is one thing you want me to know about you?
I guess that Music is my life but i can't dance to it at ALL.lol
99 - What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?
You just asked it...
100 - Do you usually prefer books or movies?
I like Books more but when i feel lazy then i like movies.
101 - Who is your favourite person to talk to?
Idk Candie555 (no offense stormy411)
102 - Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
Just thinking of the boy that i love's smile makes me feel super happy!
103 - Would you ever have sex before marriage?
Yeah uh because you would have to see if it is good or not. if it is terrible then you cant really undo a marriage. You know what i'm saying?
104 - Who do you talk to most on the phone?
Candie555 or stormy411 it is a tie.
105 - Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?
Of course.
106 - Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?
I can't compare because i have never seen british spelling so i guess american. well who wants to know? That question is completely pointless. haha
107 - Have you ever gotten detention?
Yeah.
108 - How do you vent your anger?
Defintily through music.i listen to death metal when i am mad and sing along to it well more like scream along with it.lol
109 - Have you ever been on a diet?
Pffft...no? Jk i actually am rite now.
110 - Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
Not younger! that is one of my rescrictions. But older? hell yeah! i am in love with a boy 2 and a half years older than me rite now.
111 - Is your best friend a virgin?
Idk it is too personal i don't go there. But if i asked she would probably lie about it anyways.
112 - What's a rumor someone has spread about you?
Idk ppl keep stuff from me all the time so if one was spread around about me then i wouldn't know.
113 - What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?
Woah! stop right there! that is waaaay too personal!
114 - What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?
....said i had flabby thighs behind my back...
115 - What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?
Idk. Can't think of one.=(
116 - Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
Nope but i could maybe be bipolar. I have a lot of mood swings.hehe
117 - Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
Nope they were all accidents.no joke.
118 - Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
Sure a lot of ppl. But at the moment i cant think of anyone. I am happy right now.
119 - Have you ever hated someone?
yep my ex-friend.
120 - Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
I like talking online better. For some reason i think that things are better said in writing than outloud.Anyone else feel that way?
121 - Do you consider yourself popular?
Not the cheerleader, preppy kind but i have a lot of friends and make them easily.
122 - Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
Of course, but it would take forever for me to build up the courage to do it.
123 - Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
Yes i think that is why they are my enemy,lol
124 - Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
Nope all my best friends are girls and i am straight.
125 - What is your favourite book?
Breaking Dawn but it has become so popular and i like to be different so i guess it would be Just Listen by Sarah Dess.en
126 - Do you have a collection of anything?
I try to start them but i never finish them i get bored easily. For example guitar picks i got 4 and got bored after a week.But i made a red one into a charm for a bracelet.=D I got creative.
127 - Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
Yes i was completely conceited and self centered a couple months ago but i changed myself
128 - Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
Yeah look at ? above for answer. i don't feel like re-writing it.
129 - What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
hopefully famous.
130 - Are you happy with the life you have?
Yeah kinda.
i love these surveys they are awesome!
05/29/09
Okay i havent seen this one boy that i LOVE for about 2 months and there is no way i would see him any more.... So now i am sad but i still can't get over him.
04/30/09
Okay I'm IN LOVE with this one boy and he's in a different school than me. I think he already has a girlfriend. I REALLY like him and I can't see him now. I already miss him and i just saw him this morning. =(
01/18/09
HEy everyone!!!!! If anyone has stickers they dont want,then i'm open to all gifts!!!!!!!!! i dont care what the sticker says i'll still take it!!!!
