Ello there. I am very sarcastic. I love my friends and family. I love music. I'm a computer geek and a somewhat nerd. x3 I have asthma. I do not like wearing makeup. I do not like being "labeled". I am not a human food product. I don't like the "stereotype" thing. You can't buy my love, its special, I'll love you for who you really are. I can be a total bitch if you really push me off the edge. I'm scared of the following: Knifes, Needles, Blood, Fire, Being Alone In Massive Amounts of Water, Spiders, Snakes, Small Dogs, Death, Seeing People Get Hurt, Losing Friends, Losing Loved Ones, Being Alone In The Dark, Guns, Trucks, Broken Glass, Heights, Earthquakes, and Vacuums .. Yeah, Yeah, Go ahead and laugh it up. x3 I don't act like your typical teenaged girl. I'm extremely stubborn at times. People say I'm funny, but to me I have an odd and cruel sense of humor. In my opinion, Pokemon, Hello Kitty, & Gloomy Bear are just awesome. I prefer boxers & boy-shorts over girly underwear or "normal" girl-ish underwear. I really don't care what people think about my looks, I can care less. I love my hair, I'm obsessed with it. I talk a lot if you get me going. I love all music besides: Hard Core Rap, Country (listen to it rarely), & metal (Screamo is not metal to me). Grammar isnt my thing. I do make a lot of typos because I do not look at what I type, even though I type fast, but BOOHOO! I don't drink, smoke, or do any type of drugs & further more, will not do any such thing while I'm alive. I have drank once before, I was 7 years old & my aunt said it was Kool-Aid -_- & I went to school the next day with a hang over, In grade-K. I really don't remember anything from that day, lol. Go ahead and laugh it up. I can't stand the smell of cigarette smoke. I hate feeling like a burden, so please tell me so if I am. I'm impatient. When I see an opportunity, I try to go for it even if theres a consequence. I have my own responsibilities. When in a fight I like to come to a compromise. I don't like violence, its never the key. I love the feel of Styrofoam. I love challenges because life isnt easy & it makes you stronger. I have my own beliefs. I believe in god (but don't believe he was human). We all have our own "destiny"(theres no set "destiny" though), but you can change that threw out life. Never deal with unhappiness! I'm horrible at memorizing things I need to remember, but good at remembering things not needed to be remembered. I always wish things would get easier, but it usually always gets harder. Things just seem so impossible sometimes, don't you think? Things are possible though. I'm a cat person, not a big fan of small tiny evil dogs (bad childhood). I have two cats. I love animals & strongly hate animal abuse. My fave soda is Diet Dr.Pepper. I'm a very neat and clean person. Clutter bugs me. I'm not perfect & no one is perfect. We, as humans, should all be treated the same or treated the way you would want to be treated, with respect. I dye my hair a lot. I really do hate being sick, it makes me all .. Eh. I'm a real clumsy person. I have a corrupt mind. I try to be successful in life. I look forward to each day (sometimes, not lately). I have my fantasies. I have an addiction to someone (well I did). I have my issues. I'm bad luck. I struggle a lot at times when I'm stressed & tense. Photography is absolutely amazing. I apologize a lot & sometimes for no reason what so ever. I'm not social in public when not comfortable. I unfortunately attempt to do things, but forget sometimes. I do really regret a lot of things I've done in my life. You can try to humiliate me, but I do that to myself pretty damn good. Took care & razed my little brother & sister, who are twins, for the longest time. I love school besides the work part of it. XD Lol. I hate sleeping in a room with the door open (used to have to have it open). I hate pictures up on the wall in my room. I'm up a lot during the night (so nocturnal), get called a night walker. Life never seems to go my way. I still try to live life to the fullest & make things as fun as they can get (even though its like, never really fun). I love to hang with my friends & just spend sometime with them, talking & such. I really don't like gym class. I really can't have one fave band, love to many to pick just one. Without music, we would all be boring & the same. I Love to laugh & to make people laugh. I'm a silly person, clownish. My moods can change real fast, I'm not bipolar. I never get in big time trouble at school; end up getting away with it. I space out a lot. I sometimes sleep walk. I fall going down & up stairs. I trip in mid air over nothing. I feel awkward a lot. I never broke a bone. I like to be crazy. I love bright colors & my fave colors are teal, blue, baby blue, red, and green. Sorry if I talk to fast, where you can't understand a word I'm saying. I play video games. Well if you read this all, thank you. >3 Not a lot of people read shizzy like this. x3
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I hate how people love to put other people down. They just love to make other people feel crappy so they can make themselfs feel better because they are hurting inside from their own problams.
Sometimes I just want to scream, but no one can hear me. I feel trapped in my little box of hope. Confined to this hell of a place we call Earth. At some points of my life I really do with this weakness of mine, that I care to much, would just go away because all the pain it brings on me, the stress it makes. Just... RahRahRah
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.”
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
If you judge someone, you have no time to love them.
My obsession is clowns. I am the clown with the tear-away face<3. ~~ Anyways, if you're interested in the background on my homepage, click the top banner that says "Theory of Another" and it will take you right to my shop, thank you <3
- Cody, what can I say about you, really? You amaze me sometimes & I’m shocked with how well you can manage dealing with me sometimes XD. I truly do love you & I’ll never regret that or take that back. I really don’t like being away from you because you are my happiness & when you are around it seems like all the other chaos in life just goes away. You make me happy, just remember that even if we have are small or big fights or arguments, I still love you & nothing could ever change that fact. Unlike a lot of guys I’ve dated in the past, you are one that I’m positive that will never cheat on me or do anything like that, ever. Just being around you or with you, makes me feel safe. I know if I ever needed something or someone to just be there for me, you would be there no matter what. Through thick and through thin, nothing will ever change how I feel about you and I mean this. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I do & I know sometimes it’s hard, but we both still manage to stay around each other. At this point Cody, I honestly don’t know what or where I would be in life if I would have never met you. You have changed my life for the better & even through our fights, rough times, all the bad, there is always good & I adore how much you try, really, I might not show it sometimes & I’m really sorry for not giving you the credit that you should get for dealing with me, I know how hard that must be. One thing that might be a good as well as a bad thing is how you always manage to either make me smile or laugh even when we are fighting or something & I know I don’t act like it makes me laugh or smile, but it really does. Sometimes you do it at inappropriate times, but that shows me how much you’re willing to try & work things out for the better, I adore that. Thank you for coming into my life, thank you for everything. I never want to lose you Cody, I’ve grown to love you with every inch of my heart that you managed to put piece by piece back together. ~ With all love, Mariah <3
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