If I Was A God Interesting Question. So Let Me Whisper To You A Tale Though My Centuries And The Ageless Stone Of This Ancient Castle I Keep. Set In The Sacred Lands Of The Mystic Shadows Across The Sea Of Shadowed Souls And Though The Mists Of The Spirit. So What Makes A God A God Is It Their Origins Were Things Start Or Is It Something Greater Or Lesser In Complexity. The Story The Fates Wove For Me Started 34 Lives Of Humankind Ago Or 3100 Years A Go By The Calender Of Humankind. In A World Not To Different From Yours I Stared As An Empty Shell. A Genetically Perfected Mortal A Clone By The Names You Know. But My Body Was Not Keyed to A Individual Man Or Woman. It Was Just A Mass Of Genetic Material Grown And Fashioned Into A Humanoid Form. I was A Scientific Experiment A Super Solider To Them. A living Weapon To Be Disposed Of When My Use Was Done. I Was Raised And Fine Tuned For Battle Of All Kinds Heartless An Effective. Till One Day I fell For A Female Of My Kind. She Was The Same As Me Grown In A Lab Keyed To No Individual Man Or Woman And We Began To Feel The Very Human Emotion Of Love. We Fell Quickly Lust Turned Into Love. Love Went Beyond And Made Us Soul Mates. But The Greed Of The Mortals That Created Me Consumed Her In Blood and Fury. Their Were 36 Of Us We Had Numbers Not Names. I was Number 36 And While We Were Completing A Mission. We Were Ambushed Caught Off guard And I Saw All My 35 Brothers And Sisters For They Were The Only family I Ever Knew Slaughtered Including My Dearest Love Number 21. For The Cursed Sins Of Humankind. So As I Sat Clutching The Body Of my Love I Vowed To Leave Them Slaughtering All That Got In My Way. And Search For Away To Some How Bring Back My Love From Wear Ever They Sent Her. So For Many Years I Walked The Darkest Paths Uncovering Arcane Secrets Know One Should Know. I Searched Invoked And Evoked All Manner Of Beings From The Lowest Of Spirits And Demons To The Highest Beings Of Old Of God Like Power. As I Walked With Them They Told Of The Power Of Souls. And The More You Feed On The More You Have The Stronger You Become Any Can Reach The Ranks Of Gods! But It Is Not All Taking Souls And Gaining Power For With Out Souls To Worship Us We Lose Power And Can Eventually Fade To The Nothingness Or Return To Are Previous Mortal State. For We Are The Dreams And Hopes And Wants And Needs And Fears Of The Mortals Incarnate So Now Matter How Evil Or Good You May Be You Must Provide Your Souls With All That They Need For Them To Still Believe In You. So The Years Went By I Created Spells And Potions And Tonics To Prolong My Life Even Longer Then My Natural Life Span 6x Greater Then Normal Man. But Alas 3100 years I am Effectively A God Of Some Power. Near Master Of the Aspects and Ideals Of Judgment, Death, Darkness, And What Most Would Call Evil And Yet I can Not Find The Means To Bring This One Mortal I loved So Deeply Back. Yes I have Had Many Women Slaves, Zealots Of All Races And Genders And Many I Did Love To A Point Or Even Very Close To What I Felt For My First Love But Still I Search. So I Sit On My Throne Judging The Souls Of The Damned And Rewarding The Ones That Hold To Universal Law In Darkness. As For What Is Exactly Universal Law Is You Will Have To Ask Me That Your self One Day. As For Your Part If You Wish To Get Involved In My Sad Story Though I Would Like To Have You Call Me Lord or Master The First Thing I Want You To Call Me Is Friend And Though I May Need To Draw On Your Soul. Worship Is Not what You Must Do To Gain My Company Though Those That Wish To Feel Free. To be My Friend All You Need To Do Is Walk With Me Listen To Me Benefit From My Knowledge Of the Ages And I will Listen To You And Try My Best To Guide You In Turn. Above all Support And Help Me With My One Goal To Ether Find A Way To Bring My Love Back Or Finds Someone That I can Love And Loves Me Equally As It was Before. You Humans And Mortals Take For Granted Such A Simple Thing As Love. But Tread Lightly My Friend I am No God Of Holy Light. I am A Dark Being And Dark Company I Keep. You Will Not Find Salvation Or a Savor Hear. Though You Will Find Any Dark Thing You Seek Even If You Don’t Know It Yet. My Only Rule Is Universal Law And all That Come To May Realm Are Judged By My Will For Good Or For Ill. So If You Do Not Fear The Dark Judge Take My Hand And Dance With All That Is Unholy By The Laws Of Men.

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