Straight up, here's what you need to know about me and all you'll need
to know about me until I know you better. I am a 30 year old mother of
three kids. I have two dogs and am going through a divorce that is good
for me. I believe in a higher power whether or not it's god is yet to be
determined. I have no certain religion and do not plan on having one
until I am sure of what I believe. I am afraid to trust anyone with my heart
In fear it'll get hurt again. Sorry people but I'm still broken from the last guy.
Ok now below is just tid bits I thought you may like to know.

Likes: I like to read Mercedes Lackey books an day dream of
a love like she writes about. I write poetry but because of my
mood lately it's all dark. I like to play with my kids, play
video games and watch anime. I love my mom an kids an like my
dad an bro.

Dislikes: Liars or people that make promises they cannot keep. People that ruin others
lives to make them feel special. People that think just because they say something it's
always right. Melted Ice cream, gooey candy, Kids that impersonate adults, losing at
monopoly an not having what I need when I need it.

Fears: I'm afraid of Spiders and snakes. I fear being alone in life and I fear being stuck in
traffic for hours. I am afraid of not meeting up to what others expect of me. I fear that I'll
lose control over my life an that someone will have to pick me up after I fall.

Wants/Needs: I want to be free to express myself openly. I want to be accepted as I am for
I shall never change who I am for anyone. I need and want love from that one person
that accepts me and my flaws. I want this pain to end and happiness to begin. I just
need to be me with the one that was meant to work with me as a whole not a half...

Seen in my Future: If I make it through all the depression and hard times that have hit lately I see
a future that is bright. One full of happiness for not only me but my kids. However, with how I feel
as I write this I see nothing for me and possible happiness for my kids. I'm breaking between depression
and the hope of a new life. All that I was is being buried by the dark thoughts that linger in as I just
want to rip my own heart out and toss it in the trash an reach out for the darkness to hold me close.