Welcome to the WONDERFUl World of nature which we most of the time avoid!!!!! U dont need to dream, just look around u and notice the outside world, meet the miracles and beauty we live in. Absorb reality, our gifts of senses and be thankful for evrything u own in this life from regrets to sucesses, from people and your feelings to them (friends + partners), daydreams and aims, time and experiences, religions and reasons for existence, studies and fun activities because if it wasnt for life we wouldnt have all of this to learn and live through. I believe in the fact that if u treat people like u wish them to treat u will recieve of what u give in the end. Im the kind of person who Workes on herself always to reach self esteem instead of waisitng my time on worrying about problems and negtaives in my personallity or others failures. I act thats a key in my life to avoid fears, reach my goals and reach happiness planned - purposes of a successful life. Worrying doesnt solve any problems it only wastes ur emotions, feelings, life expectancy + rubs u off belief = scares u in the end instead of solving them. My solution to is to think and percieve the situation carefully in my head - heart ( most of the time I lean on my instinct that rarely fails) and only then turn my life around, my friends lifes around to achieve it the way we want it to run TODAY!!! I act to reach all my desires and purposes in life without wasting uneedful emotions and lame language or actions - I say when I only mean it and if I have a purpose for doing so. I may sound like some kind of genious but really Im a normal simple person who ( doesnt love myself more than others, who sacrifices for others sake, is incomplete and so sensitive) just disciplines herself and praises other people who are totally opposite to me (as opposites attract) or agree with me;). HONESTLY most of the time I get tired of being myself and run away, or hide from myself by visiting some place where i dont belong or hang out with opposite people thus say stuff totally different to what i mentioned and thus be intresting funny and fun. That may sound complicating but one thing i promsie u is that I'm trying to be as honest as possible to evryone and never cause harm even when i change from one to another. This year I turned 18 and finished my last year of school so I became more fun and more free than ever before.U might like me more this year;) That means i'll be on for longer periods of time here or on msn ( ask me for my addy;) I can open up to u some mysteries regarding me right now:- My dream is to become a car - room interior designer or interior designer - I like to produce comfy, cozy places of different styles pop - new technology future + classical - elegance and to create A feel of home and a place to rest for people( love to help), jewellery designer (oooh jewellery is my biggest weakness in all the shopping mall - shiny, bling, delicate womanly designs r sooo unique, lovely and adorable Id love to create a such beautiful thing like that as it makes me believe im a princess sometimes), to create visual works -artist as i love all sorts of arts and histories of talants + i need to express my emotions, phsychologist- the way our mind thinks and anylises is so intresting + how it works - phillosopher- interest draws me to it as points of views to our existence differ, tatooist - im good at creating symbols and beautiful all sorts of line works it can get u lost lol;), writer - OH GOSH my biggest passion especially to romance novels and people who can express their thoughts and feelings - beliefs through words of literture - poets it all draws me as the atmosphere is so beautiful i wish i could date a guy like that, or beauty therapist - ;) u have some idea all girls love to be as beautiful as they can to impress men and themselves. Anyhow my destiny will flow im hoping to fit into one or more of these fields + something emotional like a singer. I believe in God and that he is all the universe who we cant see but we can sense sometimes and that is my proof for his existence since everytime I visit church he calms my soul and lifts me up in my thoughts healing me from my complicating thinking emotional + physical stress over friends and my incompleteness completely giving me faith. Nobody else in the world can do that for me. If i dont have faith i cant be who i am and people cant feel comfortable around me, its very important to be confident to prove people ur point of view and what u believe is right. Well that is all what I can tell u right now for more cheezy secrets of mine chat -hang out with me or invite me for a lunch Id like that heaps. Men are like a galaxy of stars there are millions up there but only one is for u, I believe I will find my soulmate who will understand me and be my angel, sweetest and loving prince in shining armour, a miracle, a wonder and the most valuable treasure in this world for me. Love is everything (heart, soul, blood in ur veins, it opens ur eyes, mind, body, thoughts, deep emotion feeling, nometer how far u are it feels and cares, not just saying words without meaning, heart waits for other heart to understand.) I am a very romantic person ^.~ I dance belly dances and won the first prize for my belly dancing in Turkey, I draw portraits,and life, most of the time romantic couples pictures, like to combine ideas into my drawings like to draw clothes patterns, hair styles, expression and looks the way eyes gaze, the movement of hands and so on. I write poetry and have a diary of my every days life. I like to sing, listen to classics ( in my opinion classic music is very deep and very touching. its the kind of music which can make me relax. The classics music itself can often have a quier and opera its very strong, but the notes gentle and pure it feels like I jump through my lifes memories. I also like Turkish music its the best music in the world, and I relly do enjoy it, even if not understanding the words the instrumnets always play emotionally reflecting my hearts talking. I like techno and pop too when in a better moods. HANG ON WILL UPDATE FUTHER ON>>>>>> The movies I really like are often romantic/philosophic Fluke, (Troston and Isolde), but action (Last Samurai) and fantasy (Final fantasy) also come to my favour. But mostly its all about romance for me, even if the movie makes me cry (smiles). I like to read books (poetry, romantic fairtales like fantasy, romantic stories) The author I relly admire by his talent of writing is William Shakespeare, R.D. Blackmore and others. I relly like Emilie Richards also because her book "Somewhere out There" is so nice that I raid it over and over again. Like to borrow or buy and read magazines like to know who is dating who this month (wink) also the new fashion tips, I like to see different interior designers works and just know the gossip (lol). Most of the time u can call me a dreamer, I think realistic world is too harsh and too cruel with all the wars in it, but my world is full of love and friendship where birds sing and every living thing enjoys life. So I try to escape to a better imaginary world where u see, feel only good things where u have no fears Thats the world I imagine where no evils and no broken hearts and true love and foreever happiness. I like to come online to chat with different people and enter their beautiful worlds by visiting their homepages. I have a passion for long dresses, long hoops, like long time ago women, ladies wore long and nice dresses with different and beautiful designs those designs I try to wear at this time, because then it looked like each girl was a princess of outer and inner beauty not like now minies and see thru clothes it should be more hidden, I like crowns, jewellery, perfume and stylish long pretty dresses, thats something that should interest men (imagine at the ball there enters a princess a true lady of beauty, she smells nice, has dimonds in her long curly hair, a long dress thats with intresting designs all over it, high heel shoes which u can hear all around the ball, nice earings and her every slow movement when she dances can sweep a guy off his feet. Thats the girl I am, very old fashion type. If I to have a bf than For the guy I really like when he will just act like a gentelmen, being polite, charming and elegant self always there for me to understand me, invite for a dance or an evening meal;). To maybe wear a Suit with a tie polished shoes (wink) Now thats really handsome. I like the houses like long ago castles, with big doors, gold vazes, statues, big windows, big rooms, the design of floors, walls very resting and peaceful kind. I feel like I was born in the wrong time (lol) I like helping people but when it is not in my ability I feel sad. I don't like selfishness, I am a very giving person. I can give but leave nothing for myself, which sometimes isn't a good thing. I don't like when people lie or cheat, actually it hurts me alot, because I am very opened, true and can love one person my entire life, I only have to find the right guy. For real I can be a very shy person, hide in some quiet place, with my own thoughts and dreams or just with a book to think about life. I don't like staying at places such as restaurants and noisy public places for too long. The reason is I don't like the smell of smoke, people who smoke cigaretts it relly gives me a headchache, or sometimes people who drink and act drunk sometimes scares. But ofcourse going out and travelling is relly intresting, there are alot of places I haven't been to and I'd like to visit aspecially depends on the people u go with. I really enjoy walking down the beach, cllecting shells, ( I like to collect things like cards, cute pictures, old photographs to have a memories of the past, magazine ideas, small room statues and old romantic books.) Stragazing at nights, looking and enjoying nature, every day smell flowers when walking by, listening to birds sing, watching sunrises and sundowns depends if I see one, aspecially people say when u see a rainbow u should make a wish ^.^ I really like what beauty and love surrounds us. I love roses and flowers because they are very sweet and pure (smiles.) I like when people send me their poetry. I like to think about life and love wish to find a truthful and pure guy who will not lie. Maybe even the guy who reads it is the right person for me, if u think we have alot in common and u think I am a nice girl to talk to plese write or invite me, and thank u. I enjoy phillosophy and I am very creative and imaginative. I don't smoke or drink alchogol, I am very elegant and intelligent, I don't swear, and try to avoid family or friends fights because I love them. guys should be meaning what they say, not saying just words, who will feel every word they type, not saying just words not meaning, who will feel every word they say. Would like to meet people hopefully who have a simllar interest as me. If u would like to leave me a message or invite me, plese do. Wish u to have a great day full of happiness, lots of smiles and nice thoughts of life. Hugs and all the best from Lidia. Love u my friends.

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My love For u is so Strong that noone Can destroy it, Not EVEN U!!! Truly you are the wonder of creation! LAST NIGHT I LOOKED UP AT THE STARS AND MATCHED EVERY ONE WITH A REASON WHY I LOVE U.....BUT SOON I RAN OUT OF STARS***** *Time can mend all wounds, but Heartache can last a lifetime!!! *My love is a ship, lost in the dark, deep sea, Searching for land and home, a warm place to roam free. The tears go unnoticed, they melt in the sea, As he grieves for the moments, that we not meant to be!!! *Follow your own heart, not ohers!!! You can't take u away from me No matter how hard u try, I will never surrender my memories If I did, I think I'd die. These memories are so much more to me than u can never possible know They warm my heart and keep me smiling And I take them whereever I go. No u can't take "u" away from me No mater what u try to do If the sun never shines, I don't care Because love is all there is when i think of U!!!! Silver streaks of moonlight shine in your eyes whenever you look at me The sun rises in your eyes When you dream of holding the moon, I catch it and bring it to you, wrapped in red-watery rose petals I lay red roses for your feet to walk on I see your face on every moonrise Your face is on every sunrise I can never count the ways I love you Your eyes sparkle like diamond Your smile brightens my days like the sun Love of my life Sunshine of my morning Moonlight of my nights. Time goes by so fast, u should never miss an opportunity to tell people how much they mean to u! God was thinking of me when he made u, somebody to make me and u happy foreever and make us smile too. I can love and cherish u like nobodu Else can ever do. U make me feel so speacial in every way, If the world can't tell how much I love u, they must be blind , because I trully do. My dreams are always lovelier when I falls asleep with your arms around me, your concern and his love always surrounds me. A sweetest rose from my garden for u, the rose is as red as my heart with love for u. Nightwish is my favourite band, they r simply worth listening to because they are masters in every music instrument they play, their song lyrics really touches me, trust me they r the best! When the storms of life come upon us - and all of us will experience them - we can rise above them by setting our minds and our belief toward God. The storms do not have to overcome us. We can allow God's power to lift us above them.

| View | Add Favorite Thank u from my heart for visiting, hope u will leave me a message and maybe we will becme good friends. Thank u very much, have a wonderful and pleasant day. **Create Link Effect** To my fans and friends. Sign my Guestbook plese My Love is like the light. You can shut it out for a time, but it ain't going' away. My life has a purpose just like love has a meaning. My purpose is to be the best honourable person I can be for u. to achieve my missions of making you happier, being your councellor and your twin to who u can always talk to and open up trusting me with evrything escaping loneliness.I hope that with me life wont run useless or complicated, we will find the answers to true path of life, together enjoying natural things and rejecting lies and fakeness. I aim to provide u freedom of being who u really r with me without imaginary idols and pressure of impressing me. I want us to connect understand, trust be faithful, reborn, fantasize, joke, play, laugh like children, make up stories, be enthusiastic about passions, simmilarities and differences, life, experiences and etc. and share something as deep as only mentions in fairytales or forgotten centuries ago when Romeo and Julet lived. Share the passion, mental emotional and physical excitements, foreever. Lets bring perfect love and friendships back by being the best people we can be for each other TODAY and lets REACH our TARGETS TODAY and only then we will mature enough to end up in heaven and get happiness from life without the need to working hard days and nights. You are always free to add me, I will be only glad and will fly with happiness that I have new friends. More then likely I will chat with you...Or you can invite me, If I am online, if not plese leave a message I will reply^_^ Never going to leave u my friends, Nobody better then u, always here now and foreever! May the day of urs be like a rose flower full of sweetness, youth, beauty and happiness. Incase you are serching for the answers from me while Im offline, then Id let my music play list spiritually envelope to u hidden treasures to my innerself. I hope through it u'll come in one with my thoughts, beliefs and emotions. listen to it with your whole heart and only then you might come to find a common language with me. Thank u for the messages and your attenshion:)

I am here for u until my world will break in 2! Thank u evryone for leaving me a message from ur heart and soul! It sure gives me such a great pleasure that I don't need my heaven! If u ever need me, I will try to give it my all!!! I will always be here fo u! Only you can make me happy. I see the sun in your smile, the moon in your eyes and the eagle flying in your soul You are the love of my life, the other half of my soul. You hold my heart in your hand. You are life to me. And when you love me (like only you can do) my heart and soul flys to meet you. Our spirits join. I love you like no other. Only you have touched the hidden places in my soul. I will love you forever.