08/29/08 HunterThompson 

hey, i think i spaced out answering ur last message. no i dont use tigers lol. microwave meals um yuck~ lol dont get me wrong i have eaten plenty in my day but ...nah...i love food and have been around cooks my whole life , everyone cooks so i just learned early :) so ez for me may not be ez for others on the cooking front. lmao~ eat what u like :) take care, hunter

08/28/08 viXXXens

Pushy? (giggle) Squee! The idea of you getting pushy with me just made me go all wiggly! (good "sub"-space wiggly) We had a beautiful day today, thanks for asking! giggles and wiggles and hugs James

08/28/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (pout) But I'm all caught up now! (giggle) I love Hitchhikers guide too! (grin) 42! hugs, James

08/27/08 viXXXens

Squee! (Bouncing with excitement!) Whee! I'm all caught up on posts (almost, giggle), Robbie's coming home tomorrow night! (I'll see him Friday!), and my cousin Chase is visiting this weekend! Yayyy! happy-giggle-chicken-dance ! Chase is a blast, I'll tell you all about her later! Hugs and SNUGGLES! James

08/26/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! Squee! Don't panic (giggle) but the active members board at Just-Us has the wrong pics right now! (???) It's somehow mixed up with another group I'm in, but (wail!, giggle) IT'S NOT MY FAULT! (tee hee) I just wanted to send out a quick warning, so you wouldn't be shocked if you saw it! snuggle-hugs, James

08/25/08 viXXXens

(determined look) LUMINOUS! (pointing at you, giggle) I know it's not an act, sweet one! (grin) I have my assorted "sides" too, you know. (giggle-snuggle) I just hope I do make a good guide! (nibbles your lip when you kiss me back) Our corn field should grow well, (giggle) I can worry-babble all the "fertilizer" we'll need! (silly giggles) hugs! James

08/25/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (hug, snuggle) How was your day? (grin) Mine's been nice! I only have five little ones today, and they've been very good! (silly grin) Val's here, so I time to catch up with things. (Squee!) I even have all the laundry done! (silly happy dance)__I'm a big snuggle-bug myself! (giggle) Sam's tough, but not a tough-guy. (grin) He blushes too much to have a reputation! (giggle) I do love spending the night over there. (blush grin, wink) __You're so sweet and understanding! (snuggle) It's so nice we have each other to vent to! (happy shiver as you kiss my temple) We're both silly boys! (smiling as I feel you heartbeat) I hope you find the job you want. (blushing) I understand exactly what you mean! (shiver as you whisper my name in return) I really did give a happy little shiver! (giggle, and so did my pants!, blush, squeal) I DO cry too much (blush), even the girls say so. (giggle) I just can't help it!

08/24/08 viXXXens

Hi Sweet! (hugs) Long post to you at Just-Us + Sister running in and out = James have to go bed-y bye now! (sleepy giggle) Can I snuggle with you tonight? (wistful grin)

08/23/08 Dragonstalon  

Hi Sere, nice to see you visit again! Bill

08/23/08 viXXXens

Despite all my self-doubts and guilt, I DO feel that with Robbie. You will feel it too, (cradling you in my arms) Sere, somewhere out there is someone who needs you in their life and just doesn't know it yet. (smile) You just need a little more confidence, so you can open up enough to let them see who you are, and let them know you see them too. I know how easy that sounds, and how scary and (emotionally) dangerous it feels, and I want to be there for you, to help guide you through it in any way I can. (soft sweet kisses on your sexy lips) I mean every bit of that, but soon none-the-less, we shall have sewn a whole field of corn-y. (eye-roll) I don't care. (toss head back, defiant laugh) I LIKE corny. snuggle-bunny hugs, James

08/23/08 viXXXens

Squee! (giggle) Silly boy, (tickle, tickle) thinking I pay taxes,,,,, Never fear, I hearby swear (raising right hand) to never-ever-never (snicker) go on about dull old tax returns. (laughing) Sere, dear boy, You'd be an excellent mentor! I have complete faith in that! (blush, smile,hides face in your shoulder) I love hearing such sweet, kind things about me too! (big shining eyes) You mean a lot to me, and so it means a lot coming from you. (hugs you tightly and whispers your name) Sere__ you could never disappoint me. Yes, that's the feeling, I mean, just add in a deep sense of belonging and acceptance, and a happy tingle in the pants! (grin) I cry at those moments too! It's NOT like I cry all the time, just when I'm deeply moved. Or sad. Or really happy. Or__eep, (giggle) I do cry too much! I love watching bad weepfest films with the girls. You will inspire that feeling, and you ARE luminous! You've just been to shy to shine, my sweet.

08/22/08 viXXXens

You've become a dear, very cherished friends (nibbles the happy-shivery place on your neck) I have a lot of room in my heart. (sometimes too much!) You ARE attractive, but your spirit, Sere, your spirit is luminous. (arms wrapped around you) Elf ears would seem natural on you, so it's not silly at all. (smiles and cups your face in my hand) Looks are only surface and you honestly have no worries there. (gentle kiss on your lips) Besides, looks inspire lust (sly-fox grin), crushes or interest but spirit is what inspires love. (bold kiss) You inspire me. (blushes shyly but looks into your eyes) I want to help you find what you're looking for in real life, in any way I can. (pulls you close in my arms) When you inspire true love in another, and can see it in their eyes, your heart feels like it might break with joy. (hides my face in your hair, hoping that didn't sound corny) I might check back in tonight from Uncle Bob's, depending on what they're up to! hugging you tight, James

08/22/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (scoops you up in a big hug!) Squee! (giggle) I ran right over to the check the hints thread first, I was so (silly!) nervous that I'd written TOO MUCH! (Whew! giggles and pulls you down on the floor) Now we're the same height! (snuggles you into my arms) See? (giggle) I'm a little wound up right now! (In a good way!) Unc Bob took pity on me and invited me over for the night. (smiling) Spending the night isn't something he allows me to do often, but (Shreik! blush) He said he wanted to let me know how PROUD HE IS of me (blush) and that I'd been a GOOD PUP lately! (blush, wiggle) Eeeeee! __ Tee hee, I'm a teensy-weensy bit excited, (snicker) so forgive me if I babble a bit tonight. (having warm fuzzy-happy feeling knowing you will) (kisses top of your head) I hope you find a mentoring job! You see like you would be especially good at it, Sweet dear one. (light kisses and nibbles to your neck) You ARE dear to me, Sere, very dear. (nuzzles your neck)

08/21/08 viXXXens

Hi Sweetness! If you don't have an invitation to the Just-Us league, let me know! I sent one, but you KNOW how IMVU is......(giggle) As soon as you join I'll make you an officer. I'm already saluting you anyway!(blush, snicker) (cuddles up with you, snuggling in) love and hugs, James

08/21/08 CreatureOfSin 

Four Seasons: Spring

*whispers boo softly in your ear, then runs*

08/21/08 viXXXens

True Friends

Hi again! I just wanted to do this one seperately! (giggle) I'm off to set up our group, and then if I have time I need to figure out why the someone special code won't work for me. (pout, giggle) It's perfect except the pics are all of me! SHREIK! I think its in the second line, but I'm not technologically gifted! (giggle) More snuggle hugs! James

08/21/08 viXXXens

(takes your chin in my hand and looks deeply into your eyes) You are FINE (fine-hot not fine-okay!) Sere! I'm often unhappy with my body too, though, so I do know that hearing it can only go so far. I just wish I could help you FEEL it. (holding you tightly in my arms) I did mean real kisses, (smile) but I um,,, (blush, smile) I wanted it to be real, so I wrote it that way. (light kisses on the your brows, on the bridge of your nose) Yes, Sweet Sere, (breathless) we CAN do that again, and more if you'd like! ( I nibble your earlobe, you can feel the warm tickles of my breath as I whisper softly ) Shall we take this elsewhere?

08/21/08 viXXXens

(giggle) I like the same thing your friend does! I'm going to post that on our group too! (grin) INSAITIABLE! I love that word too. (bad puns pinging around brain, giggle, blush) Sweetly helpful, that's me! (blush, flirty eyes) I'm sure you'll find a good job, dear boy. I bet you're a very contientious employee! I just hope you find a nice boss, mean bosses are EVIL! (giggle) Sweet lovely Sere, I LOVE the way you look. (wrapping you in my arms) I think you're a beautiful man, inside and out. (strokes your hair) Dear one, do you know how rare that is! (gentle kisses on eyelids) If there's something about your body that YOU want to change, I'll give you all the help and support I can, but I DON'T think you're need to change at all! (massages your neck and shoulders gently) The sad truth is, we all have things we hate about out looks. The irony is that often the people whose looks we envy aren't happy either. It's all about perception.

08/21/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere, hugs! (happy shivers as you nibble my ear) I used to think peace and quiet was horrible & boring, but after dealing with Tiny Tots on a Tear daily, it's nice! (snuggles into your arms) I'm glad I've never made you unhappy. I hope I never do! (snuggle, snuggle) I have the same problems with self-doubt! (tenderly strokes your hair, happy giggle when you kiss my nose) I love that you're so curious! Umm, Humiliation is hard to explain! (giggle, blush) , so I may wait and do it at our club in the interest of message space! Squee! I'm glad you're tall, I like tall! (giggle) I'd like you just as much if you weren't, though. (nuzzles your neck, nipping playfully) I'm so happy you feel safe with me! (soaking in the reassurance) I want to always be there to hold your hand! (takes you hand in mine, nibbles fingertips, kisses palm) Sere, dear sweet Sere, YES! (giggle) Multiple! So many men don't know that.(sigh) They don't tell you these things in school! (giggle)

08/21/08 HunterThompson 

wow so many ?s lmao ~ yep um cooking is not just technique, it is cooking with qi nodes of the year (week/season) . we cook with chinese herbs based on chinese medicine and the season= the chinese part of the cooking. techniques are all over the place from japanese to french~ so we really dont teach too much technique , though i do some demonstrations when asked. i will teach ez ways to do things :) ~ or the fancy way if the person has knowledge. and when i say daoism~ dont think religion....nope not what we practice. just traditions and teaching from his family clan. he says all us students are lazy ... yep our dream practice we take naps, our sitting practice is non-conceptual (non thinking) and our food and bathing practices follow the season. whew, out of breath, lol. take care and ty again for checkin on me and for being a good friend to james. he worries bout me i worry bout him *grin*

08/21/08 Gwendion 

*BG* Raver boy stkr

I is gud. Things is Gud. I glads it works. Thanklees for the Gifty ;)

08/20/08 viXXXens

(shyly) If you ever want (no pressure!) I'll give you some tips about it! It's not just the (fantastic) pleasure that makes if my absolutely favorite thing (blush grin), it's the feeling of having someone inside me (going all goose-bumpy). It's just indescrible. I'm too skinny to be called athletic, but I do run three times a week and keep up on the streaching exercises. (blush) I'm too thin and too figety-wiggly to gain any. (Big innocent eyes) I'm really good at handicrafts, so if you need a helping hand.... (Blush sorry! I couldn't resist) Don't feel illiterate, I read EVERYTHING I find. The Dune move is worth watching, but (giggle) that just might be bt Patrick Stewart fixation speaking. The power does go out alot, but Unc. Bob's buying me a generator! Did you find a job you like? (eek! Job hunting scare James!) Sigh, don't give uo on me, I've said that too. (hugs and strokes your hair)

08/20/08 viXXXens

(smile) I'm so glad and happy you accept me, even if you don't understand it all. I don't understand the golden thing either. (cute puzzled look, shrug) Um, the humiliation, (blush) there is something I WANT to you to know. It's nothing like the verbal abuse and debasing most picture! (I'd hate that!) Some things I do (like bukkake) WOULD be humiliation if I felt differently about them, or wasn't with people who love and cherish me. The best/scariest/most fun/most embarassing part is being the center of so much (lustful!) attention! (BLUSH) I don't want you to ever do something that is bad or harmful to you. (snuggle) Even though it's only virtual, I feel so safe in your arms! (happy smile) You make me feel braver. (because I feel so safe) Sometimes I think I'm brave, sometimes I pretend I'm not (flirty giggle) and most of the time I KNOW I'm not brave. (smile) Oh! I'm 5'11", how tall are you? You LOOK tall in your pictures! You're a GREAT listener, my sweet sexy friend.

08/20/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (wraps arms around you kisses your cheek) Finally, peace and quiet! (nibbles earlobe) Mmm, things have been getting hard for me too! (giggle blush, hugs you closer) I love the thought of us being each other's support! I get a lot of support from my friends and family, but you're the only who understands my "silliness"! You and your sillyness are cute and adorable too! (big earnest eyes) I think the wiki pic was with just studs in. I've got little bars, with a stud on one end and a loop on the other for threading the laces. I had to take the D-rings rings out because they move too much and it didn't want to heal) I'm glad you don't want one for yourself, it was OUCHIE!, even with the lidocaine. It healed nicely though! I should get one for my avi, then you can see one on virtual James! (happy shiver when you stroke my neck) It makes me so happy to have you for my friend! (kisses corner of your mouth) Don't you be sad either. I never want to be the cause of that! (hugs tightly)

08/20/08 HunterThompson 

howdy & ty for gift too. yah i am in chinese medical school. i apprentice under a daoist priest, teach cooking (i am his assistant) & my job/ work is energy/ qi work. i do qi gong and reiki for people :) i also do minor exorcisms & some astrology, feng shui, & intuitive readings. shhh i dont normally tell or advertise that. i used to be a chef until injuries & surgeries. so my hobby (shaman stuff) has become my career (chef/ cooking/ menu writing) has become my hobby. funny how life flips you around and sends you off in a totally different direction. yet the flow of life keeps all your experience relative, just not quite how we expect it ~ um k, did i answer ur question. hahaha :P hope ur week is going comfortable & take care. hugs, hunter (oh yeah the online gaming, yes i have rules for myself on play time...yet sometimes i break em :D ) *grins, drops pants,moons ya and runs off...oops trips cuz my pants aint up...dang! tosses pants , stands up, walks away , hips swaying, t..

08/20/08 NikkiNyteshade

*slinking in through an open window, knocking over a couple things, Scratching on the sofa, then checkin the fridge. leaving a note on the fridge among the magnets there which reads: We Obviously have someone in common. I love the name Serendipity Jones. You appear Felinican. All seemingly good reasons to say hi-ya. Oh - you are out of Chocolate now, just sos ya know. Be well and Safe Journey~ *Slinking back out just as quietly as i entered.*

08/19/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (jumps into your arms) Eeek! What a day! My power went out again and I ended up having to take the kids to Uncle Bob's. (Whew!) Keeping nine tiny vandals from pillaging Unc Bob's house was a challenge! Eeeek! (giggle) Then (sniff) Robbie was called in for repair crew a day early (pout). Ah well, it's all over now. (snuggles up happily) How was your day? (tired giggle and big adoring eyes) Do you mind if I just snuggle here with you and just listen to your day while rl James has a nice long soak in the tub? (snuggles more and gives lazy nibbles on your ear) I'm exausted. (toddlers were EVERYWHERE! giggle) I'll catch up tomorrow, okay? sleepy nibbles and kisses James

08/19/08 HunterThompson 

Yaoi Swordsman

hey! thanks for checkin in on me. i am well as i hope you r too. just taking a few days off until thursday. getting things done and finished with finals. dont have to go back to school til sept 3 but i still gotta work and teach and apprentice :D but time off study is totally awesome~ so i am online gaming as much as possible *big drooly toothy grin* to level up my characters ^.^ be well and take care, hugs , hunter

08/19/08 Guest_only1kibbo

-J- Forest Elven

I do spiffingly well. Feel free to have this. Just because I can! ;D

08/19/08 cherryblossomHMI 

Seeing if this will send :( The messages give stack codes when I try to send them. Weird Will set up the photos for the portfolio when I see you online ....Take care!

08/18/08 viXXXens

not as much fun as it looks anyway. It's uncomfortable and impractical but some people (Uncle Bob) find watching a huge turn-on! Yes! You do know the myth that he killed the prized hunting dogs of Culainn and had to take their place? It's how he got his name, Hound of Culainn. The Sardukar in Dune were patterned after the Sacred Band! OMG Excavating at Pompeii! How fun and fantastic is that! It sounds so amazing to have the chance to be so intimate with history! My hp's set to accept HTML, (frown) so I'm not sure what the problem is. Thanks for e-mailing it. I noticed you messages scroll, is that a code too? (kisses corner of your mouth) I love that we're both nibbley! (nibbles your bottom lip gently) Nibble ANYWHERE you like, sweetness. (blush) Never even a kiss, my poor sweet darling? (rains tiny kisses on your temple) May I kiss you? (traces fingers longingly on your lips) There's so many nice things I'd love to teach you. nibbley love, James

08/18/08 viXXXens

It was a HUGE relief that you weren't freaked out! (snuggle, snuggle, snuggle) I feel guilty about trusting your reaction more. (nibbles earlobe) Since you already knew about the family thing (blush) my big worries were the cocktails (most people have the worst instantaneous reaction to that one!) and the fact I enjoy some things that most people label as humiliation. (cheeks hot with blushing) Now you know almost all of my "dark secrets". I still have some things in my past I either don't want to depress you with (old tragedies I'm mostly over anyway) or I still can't bring myself to tell you. (sad eyes) It's not even that I don't trust you to hear it and stay my friend, (snuggle hugs!) I do! I just can't bear to type it all out, as if putting it in writing makes it more,,,, I don't know, real somehow. (brave smile) I'm trying to let all the guilt go, and I AM making progress. (buries head in your chest) This helps, sweetie. It helps so much!

08/18/08 viXXXens

It's a back lacing, (giggle) and if there's a more technical name for it, I don't know it! Wiki and BMezine.com (I think that's it) are good places to start on-line for looking up body modifications. It IS beautiful, but I don't reccommend it for most people. It IS hard to heal right and you have to take REALLY good care of it to avoid problems. I was just worried some non-AP random visitor would see something against IMVU TOS and report it! Arrgh! There are people who actually spend their time trying to harass people on here for no reason. (tiny cute fox grrr) I just don't want YOU to get warnings for messages I wrote. Since my hp is AP, you needn't worry. Your page isn't rique! Stevie's is! (giggle, drool) If all your friends are 18 I THINK you can set your hp to that on the accounts page if you want. My hp used to be open but I've been harassed on here before. (sniff, snuggle) I went to AP only because it keeps them out. (snicker) They're too cheap to spend the 20 dollars!

08/18/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (snuggles & hugs under comfy blanket) I'm all rested up now! Hopefully (fingers crossed) I won't have any trouble tonight. (sigh) I think my body just tries to go back to its natural schedule sometimes! I've always been a night person, and since I started the day care I have to get up so early! (groan) Then the weekends throw me off schedule! I'm having fun so far! (smile, snuggle) Something you can do for ME? (wraps arm around you & nuzzels your neck) I'm sure I'll think of something! (giggle, blush) Sweet sexy Sere, if we were under the blanket in real life, (blush, leer) you'd KNOW how sexy I find you. (breathing and other things getting harder!). We're both such worriers! (hugs tightly against you) It's so nice to find someone who dosen't tell me just to quit being silly. (happy smile) I KNOW it's silly! (wail, giggle) I just can't stop sometimes! I obsess sometimes too, so we can be supportive to each other. I'm fine for a while, then have these FITS of it,,,

08/18/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (sleepy-eyed snuggle hugs) I'm so relieved it's all okay with you! (cuddles) I just woke up from a nap (yawn) so if you don't mind, virtual James is going to curl up in your lap for a while and go back to sleepy-bye and real James (sigh) is going to face the onslaught of the infant army. (giggle) I'll be back after work! love and gentle snores, James

08/18/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere (shy look) (giggle) I wrote my last couple of messages in word (IMVU was acting up) and I see that for some odd reason it changed all my " and ' to ?. Weird! (giggle) love, James

08/17/08 viXXXens

Where to start, Sweet Sere? (giggle) Well, (nuzzle) How about why I find your lips so sexy? (tracing your lips with my finger tips). First, it was that small smile in the pic (you and your friend), that little mysterious tugging at the corners of your mouth that made me wonder what you were thinking. (sweet smile) I’m a very oral person myself, (blush) and I love nibbling and kissing. (sneaks tiny quick kiss on your cheek). I love your lips, full but not too full. You look perfect for kissing, and to give gentle nibbles and tugs on your lips. (big eyed look, giggle, blush) And I DO have a wicked, wicked mind, so I just can’t help picturing further pleasures. (nervous giggle) I hope that’s okay for a start! (giggle, blush) Don’t panic if it isn’t (giggle) and I’ll try not to over worry! I’m always here for you, for advice, babbling, venting, or whatever makes you happy. I treasure you as a friend so much! snuggles and cuddles, love James

08/17/08 viXXXens

Eeek! Now I need reassurance! (hugs and snuggles? please?) BTW, I like to think of myself these days as less a trainwreck and more like a "mining car" coaster rides at the amusement park, the kind that seems like it's going to careen out of control any second but always somehow stays on track. (giggle) You should read as much myth as you can, it's fascinating! OH! Did you know according to many sources, bisexuality was common in warriors, who thought it rude not to share their bodies with each other! (So civilized! giggle) Cuchulainn is also depicted as “Gaul-ish” and dark haired also, depending where the version of story originates. Hey! I wonder if the Hound tale might not make a good slash story, (giggling, Dog Training!) YES! House of the Faun, I KNEW I’d recognize the name when I heard it. ( vain grin) And Yes Please, I’d LOVE to have the code for adding more someones! I was so amazed and flattered to see my name there! (big shiny eyes)...

08/17/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! Hugs! I've never really heard of practice relationships either (giggle) but it sounds like a fun way to learn! (tee hee) How can you help me? (snuggle) You already do! It means so much to me just to have a (sexy!) friend I can be honest about my life with and still be accepted. (gentle smile) Yes, (sly grin) I DO find you sexy! I might have said it once to be nice, but I wouldn't keep on about it if I didn't believe it. (reassuring hug) It doesn't sound mean to aay I have lots of experience anymore than it's mean to say you don't. (grin) It's just the truth, and there's nothing wrong with either.(giggle) Sweetie, what's hypocritical about liking piercings on some people but not others? (cuddle) It's fine! My back piercing looks great on me (blush) and Stevie, but it would look sooo wrong on Uncle Bob. (giggle) Eeeek! I when I came to your hp, I realized it's not set for AP only so I'm going to make the next part private.

08/15/08 viXXXens

yin-yang stamp

Hi Sere! (Blush) I haven't been by your hp in so long (guilty look), but it takes so long to download for me. Squeee!!! (hopping up and down with joy) I didn't know I was on your special someone list! (blush, smile) I'm so flattered! (giggle) When did you do that! I thought I could only list one person, how do you do that? Squee! I really am so flattered and happy. Squee!(and excited, giggle) I've never been listed as a special someone on here! hugs, wiggles and giggles, James

08/14/08 viXXXens

You deserve someone who you're in synch with, not just emotionally, but sexually too. I'm lucky Robbie feels the way he does about other lovers, because I'm weak, and I don't think I could ever be faithful in that way, even to him. I can't picture you being happy with someone like me. You seem like such a romantic, and I thinks that's wonderful! (smile) I like romance, but I also like being a slut-puppy. (yip, yip) I'm such a paradox! (dramatic sigh, giggle) RE your earlier messages : The hound of Chulainn! I've read parts of the Ulster Cycle, but it's been a while. Celtic myth is so interesting and shapes so much of modern literature, but sadly, most people over here have never hear of it. (Sigh) I heard a local newscaster talking about a "Selltic" festival last night. (Arrgh! giggle) There's a famous mosaic of Alexander showing him as a red-head, but I can't remember where it is! love (snuggle hugs?) James

08/14/08 viXXXens

One thing we are very different in is experience! I've had so many lovers (blush), and sex IS fantastically fun, but what I really want for you (and the other people I love) is for you to find your someone special. I dearly wish for the day when you know the joy of being in love with someone who's in love with you. (hugs) I don't want to scare you, but (BLUSH!) I'm SUCH a freakazoid in the flesh, you're probably much better off with the virtual me anyway! I really am into some things that are um,,,, xxxfreaky. (blush grin) Shreik! I don't want to embarrass you, or make you uncomfortable! I really don't mind sharing details of what I do, (like last weekend, giggle) but I NEVER know when I've gone too far until it's too late. (sigh) That's why I haven't posted to you about the weekend, I get embarrassed worrying you're going to be embarrassed. (snicker, we're BOTH silly sometimes, I think) I have to imagine, I'M the one who'd be a disappointment, not you!,,,,

08/14/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (Big hugs) Slow and low-level sounds perfect to me! My biggest fear in this is that YOU might get hurt, and that's the exact opposite of what I want. You're my friend, who I love, and I just want the very best for you. (hugs and smiles) I'd dearly love to help you gain confidence in your appearance and feelings. Could you think of me as a safe "practice" relationship? (blush, blush) Maybe if we approached it as one friend helping another, you could protect your heart. (hug) I couldn't stand hurting you! Yes, I do find you attractive! (grin) You've gone from cute to sexy in my eyes. (gentle leering) You aren't a trainwreck at all! Believe me. I've been/seen/bailed out of jail enough trainwrecks in my life to know! (sigh) We have so much in common in some ways. (I've had real panic attacks too!) I have fits of shyness, feel less than attractive at times, and constantly question myself, so I do understand the way you feel.....

08/13/08 viXXXens

I just don't want you to get hurt! Sometimes I feel like such a bad influence on my friends. (sigh, I'm the pied piper of the primrose path.) I want what's best for you! We could be more to each other than what we are now, but I leave it to you to decide. I won't break Robbie's rule, ever, and I'll never be IN love with anyone but him, but that's MY only limitations. You don't have to worry about my end of things, no one could ever interfere with how I feel about Robbie. My emotions are a mess most of the time, but the love I feel for him, and for my friends (including you) and family is constant and permanent. Squeek! Okay I'm horribly nervous and embarrassed now! If you want to, you can just pretend this whole discussion never happened. I'm going to sit in the corner and breath into a paper bag for a while, (partly kidding) then I'll be back.

08/13/08 viXXXens

Hi Sere! (Hugs you tightly!) Don't worry, we're still friends! Nothings going to change that for me.(more hugs) I'll try to do the same as you, and not dodge. I meant lovers in the fully physical way, in the real-life sense. I don't think you were being presumptious or manipulative at all! I just feel guilty, (and a little confused) though! I know you don't have much experiance, and I worry that I'M taking advantage of that somehow. I NEVER EVER EVER want to hurt you in any way! You're so sweet and I really do treasure our friendship so much! (more hugs) Now it's my turn to feel presumptuous, (blush) but I need to say this. I don't want to break your heart. (fights desire to run and hide) I DO like you, very much, and I find you very attractive. I'm the type who can love more than one person, deeply and truely, but I'll never be IN love with anyone other that Robbie. I have to admit, I do love you Sere. I hope that's okay?!...

08/13/08 EbonDreamz  

Thanks for visiting my page *smiles* I have seen you in the slash group

08/11/08 viXXXens

Which mythological character? (trying to guess) Ajax was a red-head I think, and Achilles. Oh and he's historical,Alexander the Great! Holy cow, yes! Not just confidance, Unc Bob is just SEXY! (drool, blush, And skilled!) Have you ever met anyone like that, not handsome at all, but somehow incredibly sexy? I do love that man! (Smile) He's done so much for Stevie and for me, too. He's been a great S&M mentor for Robbie and me. (smile, blush) Bwahaha! I scoff at your puny shower-hog! (giggle) We have a GIANT water heater, and still run out! Jesse has shoulder length hair and mine is even longer, and if I don't use HUGE amounts of conditioner, it turns into a pile of fierce tangles! Oh! What you said about "non-interferance&quo t;, I completely respect that, but Robbie lets me have other lovers (silly happy grin) so anything (within his rule!) with me any my on-line friends isn't a problem for Master Robbie. To use confidance, just apply liberally! (tee hee) hugs! James

08/11/08 viXXXens

I do (blush) have to admit that I love the attention I get from men when I'm "Jamie" but it's not as much fun when I remember some of the things I've done. (sigh) I've had more than one guy find out far too late, and "Jamie" never cared about the damage done. Sere, I really have done some EVIL things that I regret so much now! (sob) I guess the main reason I liked being "Jamie" when I was younger is that "she" was popular, and I never was one if the "in-crowd" as myself. I do have fun playing dress-up with Uncle Bob sometimes! He x-dresses too, though for different reasons. (He just love EVERYTHING about women!) I TEND to prefer dark brown hair (like Robbies) but I agree! If it's pretty, the color doesn't matter. I'm into redheads lately, but I also love bald! (Picard and Unc Bob!) It is cute! I do that too! Sometime's I'm REALLY feeling shy, and other times I'm just being coy! (blush snicker)...

08/11/08 viXXXens

Flirting is fun, (smile) and I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable by mentioning it! (big sad eyes) Forgive me? (blush) I get too carried away, I KNOW I do, and I'm sorry. On that note, (blush blush) MAYBE I'd better just leave it as "Yes, You have sexy lips!" and not explain WHY,,,, Blue-grey, that sounds so nice! Did you know that in ancient Greece, grey eyes meant wisdom, which is why you see Athena's grey eyes mentioned alot! Mine are envy green! (giggle) What do I like? It's funny, but I don't get asked that alot! (pout) Well, I guess it's because I talk so much! (giggle) I'm assuming you're just talking about X-dressing? Hmmm,,, Well, the most honest answer is sometimes! (eek! I'm moody! giggle) I DO love accessories! It's not that sexual of a thing for me, actually. I really do just love feeling "pretty" sometimes, and getting dressed up w