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Sam
Avatar since: 04/30/06

Female
Age: 20
United States - CA
Last log on: 10/09/08

"Yours for eternity."

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My blog/diary thing? WARNING:Content below will not be censored and I will not NOT say what I want.So if you find something below you don't like deal with it.For this is what I think and feel. ------------------------------- Wens.9-10-08 Well,it's like 1:22AM in the morning.I can not sleep.I got bored turned the telly to adult swim.That channel makes my creative juices flow.So I ended up drawing this.

It's not that great but considering I haven't drawn in awhile it's okay.*thinks*I might draw erotic art since I've been *cough* lately.. ------------------------------- Thursday9-11-08 I went to bed at 3AM.Woke up pretty early,because I wanted to talk to my boyfriend.I miss him.He's like embedded himself into my life permanently,which I did not think was possible-considering I know how I am-.I really have not clue what to do with myself when he's not around. ------------------------------- Thursday 9-25-08 I'm seriously about to have a break down.Everything that's been happening is just too much.I cry for no reason.When I'm eating,watching television,showering..I cry so much.I don't even know why.And James,if you ever do read this.I fucking love you.Honestly.I don't care if people see this.I don't care what they say.I don't care.All I care about and cherish is you.You I love YOU.Forever and always,just me and you.And I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way.From now on we are just going to focus on us.And I'm going to treat every moment with you like they are gold.Because you make me smile.You make me remember who I am and why I'm here on this earth.You give me purpose.I'm saying this from my heart.Sam to James.This is my honest heart talking..without the influence of others.I can't lose you because I need you.As long as you are in my life..I won't break.I know you love me as much as I love you and its the most wonderful feeling in the world.I never feel lonely when I'm with you.Never.You are always in my heart and in my head.You have my heart baby.I wish that everything that's going wrong between us would vanish.You have the ability to make my tear go away.To make all my worries disappear.You are the cure to my depression James,the keeper of my soul. ------------------------------- Wensday 10-8-08 Okayy.I haven't written anything in here for awhile.My birthday was on the 5th of October...So that means I'm 19.W00H?And so far I have been drama free this month.I'm amazed.:D And....once again James is on my mind ;[ get out fucker.Lol k I have nothing else to write about that's interesting.O wait.I drew makeup on my face :D

Hm.So I think I'm finally becoming more comfortable with the way I look.I realized that I am me.And either people except me for who I am or not.Doesn't really matter to me.O_o I actually stood in front of the bathroom mirror nude,and checked myself out.Something that I have been afraid to do.But I'm starting to love my body and everything.Feeling less depressed about my appearance.It's an awesome feeling.

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