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As you may know, my name is Cat, but my birth name is Catherine. Catherine Lynn Adams [Katharen Len Addumz] to be exact. I'm fifteen years old, going on sixteen within a few months. I live somewhere in the United States, a place which I wish I didn't live. But I was originally born in a city called Chesapeake [Chesapeak], Virgina [Vergenya]; in Chesapeake General Hospital. From there, I moved to Portsmouth [Portsmith], Virgina when I was one (Though, Chesapeake is only 2-3 miles away from Portsmouth), into a house which now looks nothing like what I remember. It's basically where I grew up, where all my memories lie, locked away behind the trees and the families that live there. The friends, we all held, faded, along with the thought of my returning. The move was most tragic to them all, and for me too. But now I live, in the middle of nowhere. I'm lucky enough to see people outside, or even talk with one another. But enough with my rambling, I'm your basic teenage kid. I love being on the phone, and on the computer. Without them I lose all contact with the world. I do pretty well in school, yeah, I'm a geek. I wear too much black, it freaks my mom out. Of courses, I find it not enough. I can't live without my arm warmers, they make me feel fit in position. I adore my camera, since I take too many damn photos of myself. When I get any chance of going places, I take advantage of them, and enjoy it as much as I can. Most of the time when I'm at home, I'm bored. I usually stare at my walls, and look through my windows, wondering what the world is up to. Other times, I look through the old photos, and remember the only piece of me that's missing. I intake a lot of information a day, sometimes not needed information, but nonetheless. I enjoy reading, a bit too much. Mostly horror, mystery, and murderous books, along with the unknowing and the unreal. I listen to music, but not so often. I like most genres, too. I'm too easy to please, nor am I fussy about little things. I always try to do what's right, but I sometimes get caught up into a mess. I'm not particularly sure about my orientation, or of my status. I know I've dated boys, and girls. Neither appeal to me more, since they both have their ups and downs. Lets say I'm the unknown! As for my status, though, it's quite a confused mess. I'm taken by mind, and taken by soul, yet physically, I am not at all. And my heart is nowhere to be found. I give too many chances towards people who never deserve more than one, and I always end up hurting myself with the outcomes. I regret lots of things, between relationships to childhood things; I wish I could change some of the outcomes, and maybe the reactions. I'm really open with personal things. Not secrets of other,s but my own secrets. Even if it embarrasses me, I still tell them to most. I want to be something not famous, but someone infamous. I don't want the job that pays me millions, but only dollars a day. I want to live happy, instead of dwelling my life. I'm going to be, something that no one has even seen of me, and nothing can stop me, from being me.

"Who would of knew, what could of been, that should of been, will never come?"

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It's been four years, and this is the first time I have seen you, or even heard your voice. I was scared, so were you. But it goes back even farther than that, back to the good ol' days. I was five, you were seven. We meet under the Dogwood Flower tree, and that's when we became friends. But we were more than friends; we were lovers. Throughout the years, it was me and you. Wherever I went, you always followed. And wherever you went, I was sure to go. We played pretend, we ran about, we smiled and laughed; me and you. I was so young, I could never understand. You liked me. But I didn't like you. You loved me. And I didn't love you. You were my friend, my shoulder to cry on, though I never did. It was soon to come, change was knocking on my front door, and I answered. I was only twelve, the last time I saw you. You were only fourteen. You loved me so much you wanted to be mine, and we already had each other. But you wanted to make a stand. A stand to hold me close, and take me forever. But then the worse came. My dad's passing, an event to surely change me. You were afraid to talk to me, mistake number two. We wasted a whole year, not speaking, or seeing each other. And then we talk, and things go smooth again. But then strike three, takes me out. I had to move, no coming back. I know you couldn't believe it, I know, I wish it wasn't true. Our last time, seeing each other, we stood under the Dogwood Flower tree. Four years, so long, but so short of a time. And to this day, you still feel the same, the same as we were kids. And I feel the same, too. But we were too late. One day, too late. Like you said, our names weren't just some coincidence. alc & cla. You cried over the phone, because when I told you "I love you", you knew it was the truth. "Maybe we'll be together one day...". "Maybe? One day." And sadly, we are one hundred and thirty miles apart, trying to escape our lives, to be with one another, again. I love you Anthony Laerree Chambers. My best friend, my childhood boyfriend, my other side. I'm counting down the days till I get to see you again. <333

If only we said the things, that needed to be said, so long ago; things just might have been different for you and I.

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Yay it's Christy! :DDD Where to begin with her....hm. Okay, lets just type. xD Well, if you haven't already heard, she's my girlfriend. :3 OH YEAH WHAT NOW >>; Er, uh, yeah, I love love love her alot, and I mean alot. We talk on the phone too much. xD Or should I say not enough? ;3 We laugh too darn much, and of course have them "Okay, wtf?!" moments. >D But most of all, I love to hear her voice. n_n It's so cute and soft... *giggles*. She's absolutely beautiful in every way possible, and I can't be anymore happier. I lurv yew moar than anything babe<3333

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MELLY!! Why are you disabled!? D: I won't stop till you get your account back. D: I need you! I love you, lots. And thank you so much for this awesomely wicked NICKNAME!!! Meow Meow <333

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Mirry! OMG, I so freaking love you!!! Us in fucking Maryland SUCKS DX Two blondes + this damn state = boring. -__-; We talk about our ex's too much. :3 And cry.. and talk about how we are going to die xDD; AND CAM WOO!! Uh, save me from Boring-bury PLEASE!?!

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Maddie! :D Haha, you're cool. x] I freaking love youuu to death. Yeah yeah, I don't know what to say, but we pwn. Let hit it up some time, yo'. ;D

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Rachel! My sister <3 Omahgawsh, I freakin' lurv you! Like, you know everything to say to make me happy. :O DONT EVAR LEAVE MEH!!! <333

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Ross. This smexy bby. Oh hell yush, I'm coming to the Uk, to visit ya. ;DD Woo. x] I love you Ross'um. <3

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