I never know what to do. My life is just a roller coaster waiting to fall off the tracks. I guess it happens to a lot of people. Being in love then suddenly having that love taken from you. Falling in love, but being forced out of it. Friends turning their backs on you. Realizing you aren't that great of a friend yourself. The life of a teenager is something I will never want to go back to once I'm done. I'm just getting started with it too. I have no interest in my future at the moment since I don't really know what I want to do. I live day by day and normally come unprepared. I'm pretty nice though. Emotional, needy, bitchy at times, perverted, and boring sometimes, but a pretty good person. I can't be in love. I'm not ready for it.
The Boy I Love And Forever Will... R.I.P Baby... April 9, 1993 - December 7, 2009
