My name is Brenda. I am fifteen years old and I am from Canada. My birthday is on the 9th of May. I am mature for my age. I too, have manners however I will be rude to you if you really piss me off. You are unlikely to see my mean side because it is rarely ever needed. I will be friendly as much as I have to. I do a lot of thinking and I analyze a whole lot. I don't pay attention to every single detail of everything, if that is what you think I mean.
I do not like to rely on a lot of people because it always seems that that person never does what they say they will do for me. Make a promise to me, keep it. If you can't, don't ever promise me anything. I get hurt real easily. I'm very sensitive. I will keep a lot of things to myself if necessary. The reason I do not spill to a lot of people is because it seems like they do not care whatsoever. All I ever needed was someone to listen to me and not have to give me advice if they didn't want to. I don't see why I try to tell so much to one person, they don't give a fuck anyways. Two people I know who will be there for me for sure is Adam and Michael. The two mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be without them. I am the type of person who hates seeing someone else hurt. I will not cry for you but will cry with you. I will listen to what you have to say if you would talk to me. Even though I may not be the funniest person, I will still try my best to cheer you up. I enjoy helping others out and can be very generous. I feel bad for others real easily so don't use me or take advantage of me, please. I do not believe that everyone deserves a second chance. Unless they have completely learned from their mistakes then I see why not. Those who say they have learned from their mistakes but do it over and over again, they do not deserve another one. My life is not miserable and it certainly isn't amazing. But it is good enough that I want to keep living, to keep the ones I love most happy. I do try hard in life but I do not live life to the fullest yet and I don't know why. I play the piano & flute and a bit of guitar. I am not the greatest at guitar. Total fail. I have a pretty lame video to show you if would like to see my skills. Just ask. "Music is life" Well, music isn't really life for me but it has had a huge impact on it. I like various genres of music. I am not picky. I am really into acoustic or instrumentals, techno/trance/dance/rave/powerpop/eletronic, hip hop, r&b, you name it. I am a total bookworm; I love to read. The Twilight series is absolutely amazing. I am a noob and a nerd but that's what makes me, me (: I really doubt anyone will read all of this. If you have, that was appreciated, haha. I don't even know why I bother to write much. One paragraph won't cover all things about me which is why you should get to know me. I won't pester you into doing so but I do like meeting new people.
It's incredible how much I love him and how much he means to me. There is not a day that goes by where I am not thinking of him. He is constantly on my mind. Our time spent apart makes me miss him like crazy. Hours would seem like days and days would seem like weeks. I can assure you, he is who I want, someone I love dearly. He is absolutely amazing. He is quite caring. He is very adorable and often puts a smile on my face. I get mushies a whole lot, an incredible feeling that is too much to put into words. I now understand that I cannot bear to lose him. He is what keeps me going. He is the beat that keeps my heart beating. He is the apple of my eye. His name... is Adam. <3 08.30.08
Michael, you deserve a spot on here. Through thick and thin you have been here for me. Even just to listen to me ramble on and on about lame things, you would still be there to listen. I actually admire you, haha. You are amazing and an awesome best friend :3. You are hilarious and damn right fly, yeah? :) Although we've have had some ups and maybe some downs, no matter what I will be here for you. I want you to know that. You mean a lot to me and I don't ever want to lose you.
