so I guess this is it. ★I love life. I don't need a boyfriend to do so, Everything about it is just amazing. In fact, my life is so unique, some call it exotic, that I plan on writing a book on it. I don't understand how some people can't see that. Life is fucking amazing. Being single is way easier, because then you don't have too much on your hands to deal with plus nobody gets hurt. I don't trust many people because of some past experiences. I can be very sneaky when wanting to. I am most definitely a klutz at times. I hate how people stare and say nothing. I'm very gullible, so I prefer that you don't joke with me a lot. I love attention. I admit it. At times, I don't want to grow up. If I'm going through this much stress now, imagine me as a surgeon. How hard is that going to be. But I'm super glad I have my mum. Without her, I don't think I could go this far in life. She motivates me, not by encouraging me. But with fire, she tells me that I could do better with an ugly look on her face and I'm expecting an 'amazing work!' from her. I love her so much. At the moment, My goal is to become a successful freshman. I make my own choices, which have their own outcome. My dad on the other hand, He's quite childish. He won't let me do things at times, and when I ask why. He says 'Because I said so'. I've been called many things, But I know who and what I am, and that's all that matters. I tend to have short term relationships, and I hate how people smirk at age differences. I have everything I need...there's nothing more I could want from life. Everything for me, brings back a memory, good AND bad. like peaches remind me of Kentucky and Face Down by Rediscover reminds me of Turkey. That's my home country, I'm from many cultures. German, french, turkish, russian, swiss, etc. Sometimes, my confidence goes past it's limit and I only end up hurting myself...but hey! It's life, everything could happen.