WARNING!!! I am 100% real and I don't pretend for anyone. I speak my mind openly on subjects. I also express myself as I choose. So if your easily offended please don't waste both of our times.

Hey there! Welcome to my homepage! Okay let's see my name is Deven and I'm a 21 year old living in Mountville Pennsylvania. It's a small town near Lancaster if you know where that is. I am about 5'11" 130 lbs and I have long dark brown hair with light blue eyes. I have several pictures of myself just click view my pictures and look for them.

When looking at my avatar you will realize that I dress in womens clothes alot of the time. That's because I love crossdressing and makeup. It's part of who I am on the inside. I don't mentally identify myself by a specific gender. Personally I don't believe in gender or in the ways society tries to seperate the two. I think of myself as being a pansexual genderqueer. If you aren't really sure what genderqueer or pansexual means then I suggest you look it up on wikipedia. Alot of people seem to automatically assume that just because I like to crossdress then it also must mean that I'm looking for SRS (Sexual Reassignment Surgery.) In other words replacing my dick with a vagina and getting breast implants. I won't lie and say that I haven't thought about it at all. I think that alot of people like me have also gave it a little thought. However I don't see that as being something I would want to do in the future. Although I do want to feminize the appearance of my body without SRS.

I still live with my parents since it's not easy being single and finding a place you can afford. Living with parents it makes it very hard to express my true self. I'm still worried about how they will react to it and try to keep it hidden from them. However when I move out I look forward to being able to live my life the way I choose instead of living in fear.

I am interested in alot of different things so I'm positive we will have at least one thing in common. I am completely obsessed with music, lyrics, poetry, and artwork. I am working on developing my skills in writing poetry and song lyrics. When listening to music I perfer the Industrial / Cybergoth scenes. Just because I have a favorite music genre doesn't mean I hate the other genres. I appreciate music as a whole which is something most people can't do. So often times you will hear me listening to pop while other times I could be listening to death metal. I also love videogames and will be a gamer until the day I die. I mostly play MMORPG's and FPS games. Send me a message if you want my Xbox Live gamertag or my username to a specific game. I spend alot of time on World of Warcraft so if you play that we will get along great!

Everybody has dreams in life and I am no different. Some of my dreams are first and foremost to find a girlfriend or boyfriend that truly understands and accepts me for who I am. I hope that they would embrace the feminine side of me and encourage me to express myself more openly. I would also love to see the entire world. This world has so much beauty to be seen. Places like Paris, Greece, Rome, Japan, Mt. Everest, The Seychelles Islands, and so much more! I find it truly breathtaking to be surrounded by a beautiful environment. Also I would love to become the lead vocalist of a band someday. I wouldn't want to do it for money or fame just for the sole purpose of inspiring and changing the lives of so many kids. Music has inspired me throughout my life. As your growing up it can be very comforting at times to hear a voice that you can relate to.

If I dont respond to your invites try again. Sometimes I go afk and dont put my away message up. I will always at least reply and let you know if I'm busy. I'm very shy so please excuse me if I dont talk much when you invite me. I have a bad habit of not knowing what to talk about and can't hold conversations too well. Anyways I hope you enjoyed your visit to my page. If you would be so kind as to leave me a message before you leave it would be much appreciated. Thank you for visiting and I hope you have a wonderful day. Take care!