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Bring on the parade!

















Hi visitor. Have a dr. pepper, and a smile, and shut the fuck up.











November 23, 2009

'So unsure about tomorrow. Wondering about yesterday.'

What can I say that I haven’t already laid down in offering at the feet of all those I love. You’ll find these days I’m far from receptive to strangers, I’ve decreased the volumes of “so called friends”, I have thrown away all acquaintances here on imvu.
The odd online existence I used to maintain, if there is a glimmer of My natural social grace left it resides on Second Life. The real world? I stay nervous, waiting for all the cards to fall into place hoping we are like every generation before us… foolishly thinking NOW is the time. Foolishly awaiting our end.
The prospect of war on the horizon gives Me an odd sense of relief. I hope that is all we face. I pray I can protect Our daughter from it all. I still, despite the disdain many of you have encouraged within Me, hold out hope for mankind. I know too much. My nightmares won’t cease. ~David

Post script If this strikes a question in you, something you want to ask but can't put into words, don't ask Me. I'm neither messenger nor mentor. I am pro-humanity and it's long duration whatever the cost. We ARE too numerous, they... THEY are right in that. Look at the world; get your head out of the sand. If you aren't intelligent enough to see what is coming then you were not meant to survive it. Knowledge of current events and such will serve you well. I am neither for nor against any political group. I am leaving this to those who want to fight. I WILL stand back and watch as will My kinsmen. Once everyone is done doing what they feel they must, once the cards fall, then I will side with the winning team, whoever that may be. My bloodline will continue, that is all, and I mean ALL I am concerned with.








Someone on whom I can’t help but rely. The rest of you have Me severely confused so until you get your shit straight I really can’t add you as special somefuckingbodies.



MortuaryRose
You usually scare the pants off of most men. You’re a force and I admire that… Now… can you please put down the knife?



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An angel returns to heaven... and I am going to hell.
My Mother passed not too long ago. Take some advice, there is nothing that your mother can do that will lighten the blow of her loss. No wrong, no right. This is not My first great pain, but it is, thus far, the most powerful suffering I have ever felt. If you hate her, love her, it doesn't matter. When she is gone something inside you dies with her. Make peace, now, before it's too late.


Guilt is consuming Me. I'm so very sorry I gave up on you so many times. I'm going to hell for this, Momma... and I accept this conviction. Please, despite the hell we've both lived, please rest in peace.

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