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Guilt is consuming Me. I'm so very sorry I gave up on you so many times. I'm going to hell for this, Momma... and I accept this conviction. Please, despite the hell we've both lived, please rest in peace.








Bring on the parade!

















Hi visitor. Have a dr. pepper, and a smile, and shut the fuck up.











August 1st, 2009

'Yes' and yet a resounding 'No.' I'm here-ish. What am I doing otherwise? Nothing if not everything. I advise Americans to keep a strong heart. Some will read this and laugh but a shadow is consuming our country, perhaps the world. No one can foresee the future, but I can promise this; it will get darker before dawn. We're now slipping into late afternoon, early evening on a cold summer day. Use whatever moral compass you have. We'll separate eventually into those who will progress and those who won't. Some of us won't decide this for ourselves. I wish the kind of love on the world that only a supreme being can give, and all of Mine. ~David

Post script If this strikes a question in you, something you want to ask but can't put into words, don't ask Me. I'm neither messenger nor mentor. I am pro-humanity and it's long duration whatever the cost. We ARE too numberous, they... THEY are right in that. Look at the world; get your head out of the sand. If you aren't intelligent enough to see what is coming then you were not meant to survive it. Knowledge of current events and such will serve you well. I am neither for nor against any political group. I am leaving this to those who want to fight. I WILL stand back and watch as will My kinsmen. Once everyone is done doing what they feel they must, once the cards fall, then I will side with the winning team, whomever that may be. My bloodline will continue, that is all, and I mean ALL I am concerned with.







My Adorable, Defiant and Loving pet, eight.






















Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window

Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep



































These people will be up My ass forever…. Drum roll please….
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	MortuaryRose You usually scare the pants off of most men. You’re a force and I admire that… Now… can you please put down the knife?
	ya1anonli The fierce yaya, formerly known as sparks and forever in My heart. Mean lil thing to anyone who's stupid enough to cross her... and now My pet. I'll be keeping this one on a tight leash, but not for your protection. Trust the leash will come off if you've pissed either one of Us off, and pray she is the worst of your concerns. This one deserves more than just time and attention, she's a bling baby, My bling baby. I am a true alpha, guys...keep your hands to yourselves.
	Aineshe You…. are you. Pretty much “The Dread”. You make things like gas a social grace. You inspire poetry about shoes. I love you.
	Katrina You've been impossible to replace, and though I have loved since, you're still a friend, still trust worthy, never angry with Me. I hope and pray I know you into old age, otherwise My exsistance would be deminished.
	Damampha My lovely little niece… what can be said about you that hasn’t already been screamed. I adore you because there are a handful of teenage boys that think of you and associate you with pain. That’s hilarious.

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