Express yourself, 
be who you wanna be...
let the real you out......... 
dont let it burn inside.
Don't hide the real you, 
it will only cause pain
and trouble....to you and others... 
Feel your needs,.... feed em, 
let em out...
wether they are physical 
or mental needs.
share em with others.......
talk about it with friends, real friends..
Be clear to others what you want.... 
and even more...what you dont want!!!


Be who you really are, 
who you really wanna be,
Be satisfied with yourself.................

When you found the real you...........
Your world is a whole lot bigger..!!

A desire............. your needs, your wish??
you on your knees ........
hands tied behind your back.... to your feet..
blindfolded............ almost naked...
delivered to your needs........ your wishes..
your deepest desires.............?
you feel fingertips goin over your back, 
all the way down..
Nails touching your thighs............

Feel breath in your neck.... 
hear a voice, whispering.........
sweet words......... naughty thoughts....
commands..
your heart is gonna beat faster......... 
breathing faster...
feel a tongue...... behind your ear.... 
in your neck.
Hands reaching for your front....., 
softly touching you there

Not a word.............. 
just let the fingers and tongue do the talking
You don't talk either............... just enjoy.....
untill the fingers and tongue did their job....
warmed you up, ready for the finishing touch...

You obey, you deserve, you need.............
See it every single day 
when you close your eyes....... 
feel it.... smell it..... taste it....
Is it real, or is it your own fantasy.................... 

That feeling always on your mind....... 

can you handle that??


And .....................  who is it...... 
who do you want it to be....?

Me ..............Hanszz



a Dutch male Angel, 
a dream......
walking into your life....
make you smile, make you care
dont let me in too far.......
Dont let me carry you too much 
into my dream
yes, it could be your dream too
But beware...........
One day, 
when you got everythin sort out......
you let me go...
If you want or not, believe me, 
you just do...
Or somethin happens 
and we are split apart..........

I'ts ok, I'm used to it.............. 
it just has to be that way..
proberly walkin around on this planet 
to make others feel happy..
Make people smile, help em out......
... make em feel special.

Always remember...... 
you ARE special.....
and you dont need me for that
I say what I wanna say, 
sometime's too fast
too much, or even..... well......
thats for you to find out......... 
or not.!!

So be warned.... 
don't let me in......
dont get me real, keep me virtual!!! 
if you won't it finally will 
turn the wrong way.......... 


Dreams always fade away....................
But an angel never loose his wings.... 
and passes by..... just like me..

For you the more reason 
to hold on to the feeling......

Its morning, just woke up, 
I’m walkin in my bathrobe, its half open…
I open the doors to the garden….
hear the birds wishin me goodmorning
Sun shines in my face, 
givin me that warm feeling
I walk to the kitchen for some juice…
Put the radio on…… hear the songs I love

Going outside and I’m gonna sit on a chair
Put another one in front of me, for my feet…..
And I feel, how the sun shines on my body
I close my eyes and enjoy the music…..
My robe is totally open now…
my body enjoys the warmth….

I dream away……. while the music plays..
Then, suddenly…… hands over my body..
touchin my body, which is warm……….. 
and in a state of excitement…………… 
Those hands sliding over my body,………
feels so good....................………
I just can't get away, I can’t, 
and I don’t want…..
They control me………. they got me…
I moan…. I smile, I enjoy…. I just love 
what those hands are doing to me….

My breath is going faster, 
my heart beats….
faster and faster, I feel the flow...
coming……from the deep....
the warmth…. the need……..
its coming… like an explosion…
an eruption..........
feel the warmth from 
my belly towards my chest……….  

then….. I open up my eyes…… 
the hands are gone…
I just see…


my own………….........

With lust as my guide, i walk through the fire
i choose the forbidden
i hear it calling my name..........
i willingly let go and get lost in the moment....

Many people cross the path of your life...... 
but only true friends will 
leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself use your head, 
to handle others, use your heart..........
Anger is only one letter short of danger......
If someone betrays you once it is his 
or her fault, if the same person betrays 
you twice, its your fault........
Great minds discuss ideas.... 
average minds discuss events, 
small minds discuss people.........
He who loses money loses much....... 
he who loses a friend loses much more, 
he who loses faith... loses all!!
Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
beautiful old people are works of art.........
Learn from the mistakes of others, 
you can't live long enough to make 
them all yourself.
Friends, you and me...... 
you brought another friend
and then there were three.... 
we started our group.
Our circle of friends.......... 
and like that circle..
there is no beginning or end.... 
yesterday is history..
tomorrow is mystery, 
today is a gift...
thats why they call it 
the......... present.!!!
Enjoy each day of your life, 
live it to the fullest...
take care of real friends........ 
dont let them fade away.
Dont let anger be your food, 
dont be angry at people too long
today is your present...... use it!

tomorrow could not be yours or theirs.......... 
and there will never be another chance 
to make up with your friends......

IN

Every day I see you I catch my breath
I take a chance and glance at you....
my heart pounds in-side my chest
I have a fear people know something is going on
wishing that I could grab you now.........

we’ll run away from everything here
cause every time I close my eyes... 
in my mind I see your face
and every time your alone.....
I wanna call you to hear your voice
I lie awake all through the night
Lets get on board a one way flight,
we’ll fly away into the night

I need it.. you want it.. you need me.. I want to
she has me.. you see me.. I can’t but.. I want to-

wake up now to see the light that this is wrong
I truly loved you-all along
and every time I see your face I stop and stare
wanting you to hold me; skin so soft.......
I breathe the air, I wish you were here
this is not fair.........................

I cannot have you.. you cannot have me
why can’t I choose you, why can’t I........


I can’t forget you but I can’t leave

it might be a sound, a smell, a touch
or perhaps the sight of someone or something
and before you know your body responds 
and your mind wander to forbidden places.......

I watched her.

Every day, 
I watched her from behind the shades.
The way her soft long hair fell over her shoulder.
Her eyes that would swiftly dart side to side.........
Every day, precisely at noon, 
she would show up at the street.
Usually doing her things like shopping, 
or going to work...................
Some days she sees me standing.
Other days, she just passes by........
She never knew I was watching her 
every day from my window.
But I was there.......................
Everyday at my window, 
watching her pale skinned form 
go move from left to right, 
from right to left.
And then, one day, 
I stepped out and introduced myself.
I invited her in my house................

She never knew she was going to end up 
being my girl,
 
But if she would have known 
what she does now.......



how sweet it tastes..............................
She would have ringed my bell herself........

Some give in to their desires, some dont
others let the fear of the unknowh control them
what is your pleasure.....  

only you decide!! 

I'm writing lyrics
For a songs with no music
Giving a twist,
a songs that doesnt exist

I'm alone, in front of the screen
I'm alone, together with this feeling
My fingers slowly run over the keyboard
I wish you would be here...........

I feel empty and filled at the same time
I'm just filling out an empty space
this feeling what I got
It grows... if only you could feel it

I thought of you so much tonight
I would like you to be in sight right now....
So you could see what I am doing
Here behind my screen......

I'm writing lyrics
For a songs with no music
Giving a twist,
This songs........will never exist.............

To hurt is to feel
To feel is to scream
This is what it's like
In my most intimate dream

Your place……………


Your hand met mine……and I led it to my face.
Your eyes met mine…. and our lips, 
they did the same.
Your hands, your tongue searching for mine…

So juicy it was, never felt like it before,
Our bodies made a touch… 
and the hardness of below 
The pleasure was too fine..
you placed your hands over there,
You moaned with pleasure, 
I pushed your head down for more
As it was getting bigger, 
wetter…you just took it all……….

Then I slipped my hands under your shirt
Making them hard and hurt them a little……….
Just a little bit, then you could take it no more
You took my hand and led it to the place of joy…
Two fingers entered, 
you ordered them to go further 
Getting wetter and wetter 
and make you groan with pleasure
I threw you onto the bench, took out my hands,
Licked my fingers to taste………………….

You told me to come in you, 
I asked you if you were sure
You said…… it was the moment, 
the best time of all
The moment of total pleasure 
were we would become one
And the fluids that met were making all the fun
We kissed so passionately.........
with me still inside you
I held you tight and pushed you against the wall
We pushed harder, faster, 
It was getting stronger 
Till we could take it no more………..  
And fell apart on the floor

We were worn out, it was enough….for now.. 
and we both know…………………


what we had done……was just right… 

She is precious...... and she knows it!!