Self harming is something that I don't wish anyone to get into.

I saw self harming as a way to release my anger and depression. It made me feel better, but at the end of the day, it's only affecting you and no one else. You're the one getting hurt.

It messes with the way you think, especially about life. You start finding yourself in states maybe where you get thoughts of suicide or just dying in general.

Most people see self harm as a joke, but they don't realize what is going on in that persons mind. They see it as another chance to make fun of you for doing it but at the end of the day, they're pathetic little fuckers. They haven't been through what maybe some people have. How about they take a step into that persons shoes and see what it feels like.

Every cut turns into more cuts. Self harming gets so caught up in your life that it might be all you think about. Half of the time you probably don't even need to do it but it's just a release.

I've had my own personal experiences with self harming.

May 14th 2007, was a day that changed my life. If I had gone any deeper I could have lost the use of my hand.

Self harming was one experience that I never wish to revisit but there was a good side to it. The hospital booked me into a psychologist. Seeing a psychologist turned my whole life around. It improved my life. I saw life in a whole different way; I gained more confidence within myself and where I'm heading in the future.

We came up with an idea of creating my emotions into pictures to express how I was feeling. I'll put the pic up soon I promise.

Honestly, if you self harm now, try and stop. There are other alternatives, rather than having constant scars as a reminder.

If your ever feeling low, alone etc.. it helps to talk to people about it. Fair enough they may not know where your coming from but they can advise you on what you can do.

Even if you want to, you can always talk to me because I'm trying to make a difference not to myself, but to other people as well.

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