Date of birth: 4th May 1987
Ruling Planet: Venus
Star Stone: Emerald
Colour: Pink
Taurus: symbol is the bull, showing strength, deliberate actions, quietness....but when aroused, watch out!!! Taureans are persistent, reliable, loyal and compassionate, but are also jealous, extravagant and possessive.
Basically known for my tootness n piggyness. xD
Blur most of the time n can slp all day!
Those who don't really know me would find me awfully quiet somewat anti-social*sry dont mean it!*
Don't easily 'click' with jus anyone, am just not e talkative kind ;)
Enjoy being with frens, hanging out n jus chilling.
I am very prone to mood swings. It just happens, i don't know why.
Very addicted to sushi. Simply love the juicy lobster salad on sushi rice wrapped in fresh chilled salmon n sprinkled with tiny orange roes. *YUMS!*
*Fav food includes~: Sushi, Chocolate coated Strawberries n Marshmellows, Subway, Fresh Oysters, Lor Mee
I am pretty self conscious, often disliking this n that about myself. eg: hair, skin, thighs, bum. =X Someone needs to bottle and sell self esteem.
They'd make zillions in the first month. lol.
But we should be appreciative of the things we have in life. There's a reason for everything :)
Contact Me
Someone who. . .
•leaves me cute text notes.
•kisses me and holds my hand in front of his friends.
•let me take all the photos i want of him.
•tickles me even when i say stop.
•let me fall asleep in his arms.
•comes up behind me and put his arms around me.
•is patient even when i take forever to get ready.
•gets up really early just to see me to the bus stop for school/work
•holds me close & sayangs me when i feel like crying
•react so cutely when i bite him everytime and it actually hurts.
Someone who appreciates me.
How his hands always find mine & tt sweet feeling everytime i'm with him.
I have found HIM. Thank u dearie for being part of my life, constantly assuring me n being there for me.
u complete me. i lurv u bbeii~ (17.02.2006)
xoxo~
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i loved u with all my heart...but now that u r gone...there is nothing left for me....so now i say goodbye....to u...to the world....goodbye all...and let me lay down and rest once again.......
i died...knowing...u know....and i have told u....the way i have loved u all my life....so i thank u....for loving me for so long....14yrs....is such a long long time....but now...i have to lie down.....so leave me be....let me rest....rest in peace....so may peace be with u.....i loved u....
give back what i have taken....what i have taken that is not mine....i am so sorry....so sorry....to have taken ur heart....trying to make it my own.....and hurting u as well.....so sorry....just so sorry....i wish u could see these words i type....these words that say so much...about me....about the way i truly feel....all this pain locked deep within me.....will flow out like the hole in my heart.....and i will drown in them....once and for all.....u may understand.....u may not......but at least i died..
I shall leave this world now....close my eyes....lie down...and let them take me...to where she has gone...where she has gone is where i want to go....into nothingness......coz i am nothingness without her.....i am losing myself and my mind...so to all my meimei....all my meimei that stand beside me....i bid u farewell....farewell once more...to show u all i love u....loving u was a nice thing for me....losing her was too devestating for me to take......now i take my life....so...i can give back....
steching out my hands.......but there is nothing there....there where my soul has gone....with the night....with the coldness.....and leaving me empty...so much emptiness.....i am hollow....what will take the place of this space......this space so empty....that i feel inside of me....my soul is gone...leaving me so empty and hollow.....so i ask u.....why has this happen to me....can u help me?
why am i here bearing all this pain....these pain that make me insane....to lose my mind over losing her....i hear myself calling....calling for help....but help never comes....nobody hears my silent screams....the night is cold and lonely.....i am again alone....alone to face myself...myself that is so cold and so much in pain....please help me.....help me get thru this pain.....kill me.....please kill me....take away this pain i feel......inside of me.....take my life.....there is nothing for me.....
I am always there for everyone....but now where is everyone for me....now i know i am alone.....alone in this world....in this world i call my own....i wish i could drown....drown in my own sea of blood....the pain...the pain is squeezing me dry....then i can lie down and die.....so please let me die in peace.....my soul has left me....i am nothing but a walking corpse....an empty body without a soul.....why am i here?
why was i so dumb....why did i not see it....now is too late....i dun want to turn back....i dun want to return to the begining....just let me be....let me lie down....and rest....close my eyes....let the world go by....i have lost all feeling....to my heart...to my soul....to my everything....now that i have lost her.....
bleeding is my heart....my essence flow thru the hole, into a bottomless pit it goes...never will it come back...never will it flow back....it is now gone...along with my soul........I have lost the one i have cherished all these years......14yrs.......and now she is gone.... with the wind she is blown away...from my grasp.......
right now, nothing can mend my heart, but i just need someone to give me a hug and tell me everything will be ok, just to make it easier to bear, to bear with the pain that is aching in my heart......
