Rebellion- They would never expect
To hear me utter curse words
They would never expect
Me to be a "bad" girl
But maybe one day I will
Because that's the way that I feel
I don't want to hide my feelings anymore
It sure would be nice
To be able to show them the truth
To swear and to curse
And to yell and to shout
And to do such terrible things
They would never believe
That it was truly me
That person who they would then see
Because no one really knows
The way that I feel inside
They could never believe
That I could act that way
Or that I would ever even want to
One day, I'll show them my true nature
I'll snap, and then they'll see
They won't ever believe it is me
They won't think that I could be
Such a completely different person
Than that girl that I am every day
One day, they'll realize the truth
That they never even knew me at all
They'll see what is below my surface
What is the real, inner me
One day, I'll break, and I'll never be the same
I wonder if that day will ever come
It would be so nice in some ways
Yet so bad in countless others
Because then I wouldn't have to hide anymore
I could express my inner feelings
I wouldn't have to hide my sinful desires
Or withhold from everyone any longer
I don't know why I act so happy
Every day of my life
Everyone sees me as so normal
They probably think that there's nothing wrong
They can't see
But what do they know?
They know nothing
And I doubt that they ever will
I hate trying to be something I'm not
But for some strange reason,
I can't seem to help it
I wish that I could break free and be
The person that I am inside
Although that person is so terrible
And sinful and often so immoral
At least that person, if she ever was to exist, At least she would be real
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