~WHENT TO A PARTY.REMEMBERED WHAT YOU SAID.YOU TOLD ME NOT TO DRINK MOM. SO I HAD A SPRITE INSTEAD.I FELT PROUD OF MY SELF.JUST LIKE YOU SAID I WOULD.THAT I DIDNT DRINK AND DRIVE.THOUGH SOME FRIENDS SAID I SHOULD.I MADE A HEALTHY CHOICE.AND YOUR ADVICE TO ME WAS RIGHT.THE PARTY FINALY ENDED.AND KIDS DROVE OUT OF SIGHT.I GOT IN TO MY CAR SHURE TO GET HOME IN 1 PICE I NEVER KNEW WHAT WAS COMMING MOM.SOMTHING I EXSPECTED LEAST.NOW IM LYING ON THE PAVMENT.I CAN HEAR THE POLICE MAN SAY THE KID WHO CAUSED THIS WRECK WAS DRUNK.MOM HIS VOICE SEEMS SO FAR.MY OWN BLOOD IS ALL AROUND ME. AS I TRY HARD NOT TO CRY.I CAN HEAR THE PARAMEDIC SAY THIS GIRL IS GOING TO DIE.IM SHURE THIS GUY HAD NO IDEA WHEN HE WAS FLYING HIGH. BECAUSE HE CHOSE TO DRINK AND DRIVE NOW I HAVE TO DIE.SO WHY DO PEOPLE DO IT MOM EVEN THOUGH IT RUINS LIVES.AND NOW THE PAINS CUTTING ME LIKE ATHOUSAND STABBING KNIVES.TELL SISTER NOT TO BE AFRAID MOM.TELL DAD TO BE BRAVE.AND WHEN I GO TO HEAVEN PUT DADDYS GIRL ON MY GRAVE.SOME ONE SHOULD HAVE TAUGHT HIM THAT ITS WRONG TO DRINK AND DRIVE.MABY IF HIS PARENTS HAVE ID STILL BE ALIVE.MY BREATH IS GETTING SHORTER MOM IM GETTING SCARED THESE ARE MY FINAL MOMENTS AND IM SO UNPREPARED.I WISH YOU COULD HOLD ME MOM AS I LAY HERE AND DIE AND I WISH I COULD TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND GOOD BYE.~
THIS IS FOR MY FRIEND LILLY WHO DIED ON 6/23/08
hay um i havnt been on here in a while i kno and if ur wondering why its because ive been in the hospital so im going to be on more now ok thanks bye-bye
Guest_GermanShade he is so nice,sweet,perfect,awesome,and hes the most like niceest guy ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes the 1st guy 2 ever make me cry tears of joy. i like love him. hes so perfect in any way u can think of. hes like all i think of all the time no matter what. im soo weird i carry around his picture any were i go. hes soo perfect he rocks my world hadder than you can think of. i love him forever.