Not really sure how to say this but it is time I did said it.
I have worked nearly 4 years on this site & seen it go through good times & bad, worked myself till I am in bits in order to give customers & friends quaility products that you all know & love on both my accounts blackrosewhiteheart & DreamingofDeath.
I have given so much of my post heart transplant life to IMVU that I have forgotten what it is to be a real person missing out on my childrens achivments in the hope I can use the money made on here to pay for my medication & extra education for my girls, married life with my wonderful husband, my studies to become a teacher & move to Japan to teach english & graphic design.
This last week has really shown me that I can't live like this any more & the thing that pushed me over the edge is ignorance one by imvu itself in ignoring the people that make it what it is & two people who I have spent years teaching the way of Maiko & Geisha in the hope that the memoirs of a geisha movie is just that there is no factualality to the film to what it is really like to be Maiko or Geisha.
The persistant idea that Geisha are ***** just is insulting & makes people who think that look stupid because that is what they are stupid not to go & learn stupid not to care enough that people like me & many others although very few in reality actually really do care about what we do or now in my case did.
I am going to say good bye to you all & thank you for your support over the years & hope that maybe one day when my children come to imvu that you will be as kind to them as you have been to me.
I will keep my accounts open for you all as a bit of a memorial to what was if you want products feel free the money raised from it goes to my girls Loren 11 years old & Amber 9 years old for their college fund. You will find this message I am posting here on my homepages & also in each group.
I hope you will all understand that as much as I will miss you all I can't do the hate, the stupidity & the drama that seems to come with the tag IMVU any more. I am sorry but that is the way of things. I wish you all well. Your friend.
Anna Marie Sawers aka blackrosewhiteheart & DreamingofDeath.
