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Manerd is 28 years old now. :D

Holyy shit, it's, someone, I forgot who, but he's here. He says "Hi White Boy". You're white? I never knew that o; You look like one of themm.. oreo o_o; mixeddd.. things..,yeah. Ok, so lets get down to my name, it's Ian, don't abuse it. I am the God of all retards. You won't like me, I know this because, well I don't like me. I can count the number of friends I have with my fingers, that's a good thing. Elton John is my hero, there is no other. I'm taken, meaning I have a boyfriend, have had one for one month and 22 days now. I'm Jesus, well not really, but he stole my birthday. I'm not impressive, and I certainly don't plan on trying to become impressive. I have my own sense of style, I will not tolerate labels, and I act the way I want to, when I want to. I'm 16 now. I always have atleast 4% alcohol in my system 24/7. I am a male. I'm gay, bisexual, and straight all in one. So yes, don't talk to me o; I'm an asshole.

SPELL your name:Ian SPELL it backwards: naI SPELL it with your elbow: ian SPELL it with you eyes shut: Ian SPELL it with your forehead: 88i8uqqqaqhjhbnhj SPELL IT WITH YOUR NOSE: iaqn SPELL it with your chin: iahjnh SPELL it with your tongue: ian

Nicholas, And even if you're gone, I'll always love you. No matter what happens, ever, I will always be in love with you. Because no one liked my real name over Danny, no one stayed up for me to wait for me to come on, nobody actually told me how they felt on the phone with their own voice, no one ever meant as much as you. Though at times I was mistaken that others did, I was wrong. You're gone now, and I know I could've done so much better, so so so much. The only thing I have to hold on to now is the fact that you died knowing I was yours, and that you were mine, just like you wanted it. I just wish it would've been me instead. And I swear, I'd kill myself right now, only if I thought it was what you wanted. You were everything, everything. Meaning now that you're gone, I have nothing left. I hope you know somehow, wherever you are, that I mean everything I'm saying right now. That I'm sitting here, home from school, still crying. I don't know anymore. About what I'll do, where I'll go, what I want to do with my life. There might've been a lot of people before you, but I left them, didn't I? That's the only reason they're gone. And this is the one moment I'm proud of leaving them, because if I hadn't I wouldn't have been with you. And I'm still counting down the days till 2 months. I know we've been together millions of times before but hadn't gotten along at all but this was the first time we actually made it this far. And there was no possible way I planned on ruining that. Well, I planned on it, but I don't think I would've ever had the heart to. And even if I did, I'd regret it. The point is, is you died knowing I was yours, and I still am (I'm aware I'm repeating myself). And never before in my life have I hurt so fucking much. Never before have I cried all night, but then again I had never lost anyone around me that was human (pets have passed away) and I never expected you to be the first one to leave. But I know wherever you are, you're happy. And I've said goodbye so many times to you and I never expected the night before last to be the last time I did. And I just wish I would've gotten your text early enough to reply and tell you how I felt. Just to know you could be reading all this, but you're not, kills me. This is pretty pointless. But obviously I can't email this to your now deleted email address, so yeah. I'll always be lonely without you Kristchin, my heart will probably skip 3989389380938 times faster when someone logs in 'cause I know for as long as I live, I'll hope it's you somehow. And hopefully my imagination that you're still here with me in my heart will go on, because if not, I'll find myself finding some way to put myself out of this misery. I'm in love with you, alive or dead, and it's staying that way.

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