Well I honestly have no idea where to start or what to talk about,Hmmm..I guess I'll cover whats going on at the moment.
Shit, this is harder then I thought. I Should have known if its hard to be "open up enough" in real it'll be even harder on paper.
I'll just give it a shot...Some of you know whats been happening lately & all I've been through as much as I'd hate to say its just another hard lesson learned.
Of course,life itself is just a test,But I want to pass it. I'm sure most of you agree. For example some of you may not know that I went through a breakup not to long ago it still seems like yesterday....
I'd give anything to forgot it but somehow I don't want to. I'll honestly say that I want to hate myself for saying "maybe one day.." Bullshit.
I didn't choose this,Don't say it was up to me, I'm just a girl that wants to love. Please don't tell me it was for the best when I'm in tears. I'm confused its as if were just sitting staring at each other with no words.
Yes I'm not gonna lie I still think about you (you know who you are). But I'm dissapointed at myself. My friends say I'm stupid for feeling this way, who are you to say? Soulmate? I wish. I don't know why I'm still waiting.
Maybe I don't want an answer. I have lots of things to say about my breakup both good and bad,but I don't kiss and tell. But in the end its all gonna be swell,somehow...I hope.
Its all in the patience. Anyhow let me go back down to earth. But the moral is we live, we hurt, we cry, we fight, & we love.
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